suikatae
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Barista at a 24/7 diner was not Oscar Piastri's choice of career, but being an Formula One Mechanic is not as easy as it might seem.
A new customer makes it easier.
OR a coffee shop AU where Oscar has a fat crush on new customer Lando, former f1 driver.
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The thing about Han Jisung, Lee Minho learns quickly, is that he’s difficult to predict.
For the most part, Minho finds it easy to fall into his high-energy moods with him, the two of them bouncing off each other until another member has to bring them down.
But there are times when he can’t. Times when Jisung’s mood switches too quickly, sinks too far or rises too fast and Minho can’t keep up.
Nevertheless, he tries.
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22 May 2026
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One day, just like Jisung has always known it would, the dam breaks.
It’s messy, ugly in the way his chest heaves and tears burn down his face when he stumbles off the stage, hands aching from how tight they’re balled into fists, his fingernails digging crescents into his palms.
His throat is raw and sore when he clings to Minho in the dark, as he tells him quietly that he’ll die if he doesn’t get out. Not forever, he shakes in Minho’s arms, just for a little while. He has to get out.
And like a manifestation of Jisung’s deepest fantasies, Minho rubs the space between his shoulders and whispers that they’ll go, then. Both of them.
Or: A year-long hiatus and a house on Jeju Island.
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20 May 2026
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Han Jisung has always struggled with anxiety, but his bandmates in Stray Kids have been his rock, respecting his boundaries and giving him the space he needs. When his therapist suggests a new coping strategy—writing letters to express his emotions, then destroying them—he's skeptical at first. But to his surprise, the practice feels cathartic, almost like writing songs, and it quickly becomes his secret routine.
Everything is going well until one day, a letter disappears before Jisung can destroy it. Not just any letter—the one where he confesses his deeply hidden romantic feelings for his best friend and fellow bandmate, Lee Minho. Panic sets in as Jisung tries to figure out who might have found it and whether his carefully guarded secret will shatter the bond he cherishes most.
Will the missing letter bring Jisung’s world crashing down, or could it open a door he’s been too afraid to unlock?
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19 May 2026
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Splitting: the sudden emotional shift from seeing someone as safe, loving, and trustworthy to seeing them as rejecting, uncaring, or unsafe. It often happens when emotional pain becomes too intense for the mind to hold nuance, causing the person to react from fear rather than the full reality of the relationship.
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- Part 2 of Nine Ways To Stay
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17 May 2026
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let me be ('cause i've been at it for so long) by linothighbiter
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
09 Dec 2025
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Jisung unbuttoned his coat that was digging into his throat. He could almost feel it cutting through the thin, useless skin of his neck, tearing through arteries and veins to reach their destination of covering his every breath, blocking his airway. He couldn’t breathe.
He couldn’t breathe-he couldn’t breathe-he couldn’t breathe-
No. No, no, no, no, nononon-not again. Not again. Please. Please.
Jisung is doing good. Until he isn't.
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17 May 2026