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    Dokja stumbled hard after colliding with someone broad and solid enough to feel like a wall. A very angry-smelling wall. His bag slipped from his shoulder and the contents scattering rather pathetically across the pavement.

    “Are you fucking blind? Watch where you’re going.”

    Well.

    Jokes on you. Because actually, *I am*.

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    12 May 2026

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    The Winchesters fight time, a vengeful spirit, and a wind demon in order to save a little girl from the monster who's stalking her.

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    08 May 2026

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    The light coalesced, forming words that hung in the air like constellations made of sorrow:

    [Hidden Scenario: ??????? Chapter]

    [Category: Special]
    [Difficulty: ???]
    [Clear Conditions: ???]
    [Rewards: ???]
    [Time Limit: ???]

    "What the hell is this?" Han Sooyoung breathed.

    Kim Dokja stared at the floating text, and for the first time since the scenarios began, he felt something he had almost forgotten existed.

    He felt afraid.

    Kim Dokja looked at each of them in turn. Yoo Joonghyuk, grim and unwavering. Han Sooyoung, sharp and defiant. Yoo Sangah, gentle but resolute. Heewon, hand on her sword, ready. Lee Hyunsung, shield raised, protector as always. Jihye, standing beside her master, determined. Gilyoung and Yoosung, clinging to him with the fierce possessiveness of children who had lost too much.

    How had he ended up with people like this? People who would follow him into the unknown without hesitation, who loved him despite everything he had done, despite everything he was?

    "Okay," he whispered. "Okay. Together, then."

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Dean confronts a monster from his childhood while Sam struggles to understand what happened and how he can help his brother to release the pain of the past.

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    13 Apr 2026