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    “Are you okay?”

    “Peachy.” He bites out at the stranger. A stranger he can now see is a very attractive man wearing a very creepy, ill-fitting trench coat.

    “You don’t look peachy.” The stranger replies with narrowed eyes.

    “You should get your eyes checked. I’m fine.” Dean tells him, turning his attention to the ground at his feet. There’s a cigarette butt next to his boot. He kicks at it.

    The man scoffs, which causes Dean to look back up at him and the guy looks a little darker than he did a moment ago. Stormy.

    “I can see things you couldn’t even begin to fathom. I can most assuredly see right through you. You’re not, ‘peachy.’” And this asshole actually uses air quotes around peachy.

    or: dean has a conversation with a weird guy outside a bar. stranger things have happened.

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    After months alone on the road, a hopeless Dean Winchester finds himself in a seedy bar in Sioux Falls: his father gone, his brother away living his dreams, and without the courage to call on the last person who might give a shit about what happens to him.

    Then he meets a strange man in a trench coat who can't stop saying his name like he's actually worth something.

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    “I can see your boner from here, you’re not hiding anything from me,” Shane huffed. “So… Now what?” 

    “Now-,” Suddenly, the room spun as Ilya flipped Shane onto his stomach, which caused his back to arch at a drastic angle due to his legs being tied in such a way. He was on his knees with his cheek pressed into the pillows, and Shane let out a cross between a moan and a squeak of surprise when Ilya man-handled him, feeling his hands spreading his cheeks more than they already were given his extremely compromising position. “We enjoy ourselves. Or, I enjoy myself, and you lay there and take it like the good little slut I know you are.” 
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    OR: Ilya brings up the idea of bondage in the bedroom, and they both end up enjoying it much more than they initially imagined.

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    There’s a sudden cacophony of yells. As Shane turns to find the source of the noise, the only thing he can see is red splattered across the ice and a #81 jersey.

    For an absurd moment, all he can think is “my parents are at this game. Hayden and Jackie are in the stands. Thank god the kids aren’t here.”

    He doesn’t remember moving, but the next thing he knows, he’s kneeling in a pool of blood with his hands on Ilya’s neck, certain that he was about to die.

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    After encountering a powerful witch, Arthur is turned into a dragon – only to be rescued by the last of the dragonlords. Who happens to be his manservant. Which is only the first of the unfathomable and upsetting facts that Arthur is learning about Merlin’s life, about dragons, and about his own heart.

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