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    canon-compliant desert stories.

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    vignettes about the victors— their pasts, presents, and futures. compliant with canon but not necessarily with each other.

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    Lightyears and invisible distances and seconds away, in a world only slightly kinder, Anya is spared.
    Curly is not.

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    06 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    Trauma can give people PTSD, flashbacks, and nightmares, can make them depressed and suicidal. But sometimes, trauma doesn't look so sympathetic. Sometimes trauma looks like anger, screaming insults at the ones you love and sometimes wishing you'd never been rescued in the first place.

    Watney is rescued, but he isn't the charismatic and friendly man he used to be.

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    13 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    Between the fall and the monsters, the Winter Soldier is in orbit. This is what happens in the Red Room. These are the people who make him what and who he becomes.

    Inspired by comics canon, in particular Ed Brubaker's Captain America issue 11, which included pages from the Winter Soldier file, and far too many Cold War books. Because HYDRA in the movie uses the Winter Soldier as a blunt instrument, and blunt instruments do not become legends.

    Please take the warnings seriously. This is not a happy story.

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    11 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    They fall into a routine of taking care of each other, stitching the wounds back together thread by thread until the shells of their bodies almost feel whole again. Still, it’s an almost. They’re still shipped off often, still come tripping back through the door. But there’s always arms to catch each other. Always a bed to fall back into, getting through the nightmares together.

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    Or, despite the risks and repercussions, Johanna Mason learns to love.

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    12 Nov 2023

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    (AU - Finnick survived the assault on the Capitol.)

    Finnick Odair does a very bad thing. Horrified by his actions, he leaves Annie, flees to the Capitol, and checks himself into a psychiatric hospital.

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    18 Aug 2023