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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Lots of emotions make Jeongin cry: regret, relief, joy, anxiety.

    Hyunjin gets insanely turned on every time, and makes it his mission to get Jeongin into bed as soon as possible. With mixed results.

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    The wet clumps of his eyelashes stoke the fire inside Hyunjin.

    "I'm happy, too, sweetheart," Hyunjin says, and he wonders if his voice sounds as raw and crazy as he feels.

    Jeongin shakes his head a little, and a single tear runs down his cheek. Hyunjin's hand moves before he tells it to, pressing a finger into the tear. It practically burns him in the cold air.

    "And I'm s-sorry I was like that. Earlier. Jealous. You d-didn't do anything wrong. You should be allowed to be n-nice to other dongsae—"

    This is torture. This is bliss. Jeongin stuttering through a sweet, unnecessary apology, face wet and red from the cold and his tears. Eyes shining. Mouth screwed up as he tries to stay composed.

    Hyunjin doesn't want him composed. He wants him sobbing louder, messier, wetter.

    Fuck, he's hard.

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    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    “That’s high praise from a tattoo artist, you know,” she says, a little offhand now, like she’s focusing. He can feel the burn of her gaze, the cut of her eyes like she’s seeing straight through him. “Good skin,” a joke, a joke. “Sitting well.”

    “Um,” he says. Scatterbrained. His head is swimming. His chest is shifting from sting to ache, or to sting-and-ache, and it’s fucking with him. “What?”

    Felix laughs, deep and sweet. “You sit well for a lot of people, Jisungie, or only the ones who’ll give you what you want?”

    Jisung and Felix match each other's freak to a degree which is dangerous to the public.

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    10 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    The shower should have helped. It usually did.
    Hot water pounding against his skin after practice had always been Seungmin’s reset button — a way to rinse off sweat, ache, and exhaustion, to disappear for a while under the noise. Today, though, it felt like nothing but noise.

    or: seungmin is dysphoric AGAIN cause im such a nice author who totally isnt projecting!

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    24 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    The others chuckled, shaking off nerves. But Seungmin didn’t laugh. He couldn’t—not with the way his chest felt tonight. The binder hugged too tightly, like someone had fastened a seatbelt and forgotten to release it. Normally, he knew how to manage. Adjust posture, deep breaths, stay still. But tonight the fabric seemed determined to remind him of its presence with every inhale.

    He rolled his shoulders, subtle enough to pass for nerves. If anyone noticed, they didn’t comment. Good. The last thing he wanted was attention drawn to it.

    or: seungmin's binder gets too tight during an award show. he fails to tell anyone.

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    24 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    The coach lit up when Seungmin finished. “Yes! That’s beautiful. Push it even higher—you’ve got such a pretty, delicate tone. Almost feminine. Exactly what we’re looking for.”

    The word hung in the air.

    Feminine.

    or: a coach calls seungmin feminine. his dysphoria spikes.

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    24 Nov 2025