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“You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”
“You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”
He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.
“Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”
Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.
Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”
Or,
Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.
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06 Feb 2026
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The silence between them feels different than it had earlier. Buck isn’t sure why, or what’s happening, but like everything in life that confuses him, he ignores it and pretends he doesn’t notice.
alternately: how an impromptu sleepover makes Buck realize the fingers Eddie has put in his mouth aren't there in a platonic way.
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03 Feb 2026
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He should have been relieved that he no longer had to hide, and he was. He just… couldn’t find his footing. He was hallucinating an elaborate reality where he was a person Eddie Diaz held and kissed and took to bed.
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“I don’t know, she’s cute. Nice.” Eddie shrugs again, and Buck has to refrain from snapping 'that’s the spirit!' He can be supportive. He can.
He can try.
“That’s it?” Buck tilts his head, huffing a breath that he thinks sounds enough like a chuckle.
“I don’t know. She’s a nurse, I think. She loves kids and science, I think Chris’d really like her.”
It only takes a second. Something in Buck cracks open and magma pours out, scorching heat that spreads and burns through every inch of his flesh. He doesn’t have time to rein it in; he scoffs against his better judgment, mumbling barely under his breath, “You gotta be fucking kidding me.”
Or : Eddie is about to repeat past mistakes, and Buck finally snaps.
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19 Dec 2025
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Buck gets drunk and writes Eddie a love letter.
It does not, however, reach it's intended recipient.
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11 Dec 2025