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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Yushi's too much of a social travesty to try striking up conversation with the hot guy he sees on the train every day, but, lucky for him, he's got quick reflexes and stupidity on his side which kinda works out. Maybe. He hopes.

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    09 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Yushi and Riku have gotten incredibly close since debuting in NCT Wish. In the normal sense, but also physically. It’s no secret how they gravitated towards each other and then never let go. When Sion questions Yushi about the nature of their relationship he thinks he must have a point. He’s never liked anyone before, but maybe he does like Riku like that. To find out, Yushi agrees to date Riku, but maybe they have different ideas of what liking means.

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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Even our own sons don’t take care of the house like you do, Riku-chan,” his mother says, reaching up to pinch Riku’s cheek. Her husband hums in agreement, patting Riku on the back and offering to buy Riku some desserts soon.

    The thought of Riku being the perfect son that his parents have always wanted has crossed his mind more times than he can count and now that he’s living in their home it’s glaringly obvious. They praise him as if he’s their son—they adore him as if he’s their son. Riku thrives under the attention. Yushi watches him; the way Riku ducks his head down with a reddened face. He lets out a laugh that’s more like a giggle and it has Yushi feeling sick to his stomach.

    “That’s not true,” Riku shakes his head, “Everyone does their share around the house. I just wanted to help out a little more since Auntie refused to let me pay rent.”

    And there it is—Riku with the perfect, humble response. Yushi balls up his fists and goes back to his room.

    For years the name Maeda Riku has brought a wave of anxiety over Yushi. And then Riku moves into the Tokuno family home and Yushi spirals.

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    27 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Like all grand shifts of the universe, Yushi’s life upended on a random Tuesday night.

    It is rare that one would welcome an earthquake into their lives. Yet, here Yushi was – letting the quake takeover, as long as it brought him Daeyoung Kim.

    or: a story about dealing with the loss of first loves and meeting last loves. yushi just wonders why a footballer like him spends so much time by the water.

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    22 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Two summers ago, Yushi had been sitting on this same beach somewhere near this spot. Her feet were buried in the sand and the sun had been blazing hard that day. She remembers it like a moment that’s just passed, a memory she still dreams about, always threatening to burst out of her because she’s never been able to swallow it down.

    The lingering softness of fingers brushing past her sensitive ear and the taste of another girl.

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    31 Dec 2025