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    Scott remembers what it felt like to have Kip ripped out of his hands by fear and silence and a world that insisted love like his had to be hidden. Remembers the hollow space it left behind, the way he couldn’t breathe around the pain, and he wouldn’t wish that kind of loss on anyone.

    Not even on Rozanov.

    And somehow, for the first time, Rozanov doesn’t look like an asshole at all. Just a man holding the person he loves like the world might try to pry him away.

    Or: After a brutal playoff press conference, Scott follows Shane into the hallway and accidentally witnesses something he was never meant to see.

    It changes the way he understands both Hollander and Rozanov.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    5 moments where Ilya teases Shane about being boring not knowing that Shane felt hurt + 1 moment where he explains that he loves boring.

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    "There was a crash - making most of the room flinch - the sound of someone banging the doors open, and before Ilya could look up, Bood says in a quizzical voice, eyebrows drawn together like he was seeing a round puzzle piece from the same puzzle box of all normal-shaped puzzle pieces, “What the hell is Shane Hollander doing here?”

    Ilya doesn’t know if this is what they call an out-of-body experience because what even is that sentence?"

    OR the one where Shane rushes to Ilya after the plane crash and the Cens find out about HollaNov + Yuna is a Momager of the highest caliber + a chaotic Q&A ensues + Shane has a binder detailing their life plan, but then does a little something Ilya was not prepared for.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane tuts as he stares at the television screen. It's a live broadcast and the questions have been dragging on way too long. “Come on,” Shane murmurs. They need to wrap it up soon; Ilya looks exhausted and he's favouring his right side.

    Another interviewer snaps her hand up. “Rozanov! What do you say to the rumours that you are seeing Yuna Hollander romantically?”

    Ilya blinks. Shane stops breathing. Then Ilya's face splits into an enormous, toothy grin. A smile of vicious, mischievous amusement.

    “No,” whispers Shane, coming forwards off the couch to kneel before the television. “No, no, no.”

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    Hayden wasn't sure what he'd done to deserve this. His ribs still hurt pretty fucking bad, and his entire side was a mixture of ugly bruise colors. And now he had to go to the mall with Rozanov?

    “I don't understand. Why can't Shane come with me instead?” Hayden asked, looking at his wife.

    Jackie sighed. “I already told you. He said he has a meeting for a partnership with that gross sports drink.”

    “Body Armor?” Hayden shook his head, stopping himself before he got distracted. “Okay, so Shane's busy. Why can't I take the girls by myself then?”

    “Because, Hayden.” Jackie sounded exasperated, which wasn't any fun at all. “It's a big place. I'd rather have two adults keeping track than just one. And Ilya's good at paying attention, he knows what people are going to do before they do.”
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    hayden pike and ilya rozanov are NOT friends. even though they have dinner together every week, protect each other on the ice, and...go dress shopping together? (plus a bonus hollanov scene)

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