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    The best way to socialize an angry assassin boy: Set up a playdate with someone functionally invulnerable.
    [Jon and Damian through the years. Reverse!Robins universe. Stands alone.]

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    08 Jan 2026

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    They had three chairs up at the countertop. 

    If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault. 

    Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling. 

    “Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane. 

    Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya? 

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    shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through it

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Shane had schedules to stick to, regimens to maintain, plays to study, drills to perfect.
    He needed to eat the same thing, every day. Train in the best way to keep his mind and body fit by keeping to strict programs. He needed to stick to his plan so that he could ensure that everything also went, well…to plan.
    He needed all of these things to fall in place otherwise— well he tried not to think too hard about the otherwise. He couldn’t let otherwise happen.

    Basically he’d treated his body like a fucking temple for majority of his life and had no problems with it yet— And then he turned 30.

     

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    Shane starts noticing changes after he turns 30— He doesn't bounce back the same way he used to and it suddenly sends him spiralling.
    Ilya is there to pick him up and kiss him better when he’s brought to an abrupt halt.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch. 

    He was fine. He had to be.

    What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place?

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    shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good time

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Ilya was down again.

    This happened every year, every month even - Shane knew this. He expected it.

    Sometimes, he saw it coming beforehand. He’d notice a vacant look in Ilya’s eyes, dishes left unwashed, little lapses in Ilya’s daily routine that most people would brush aside but that Shane knew meant he’d need to be a little more “on” than he normally was. Sometimes, though, Shane didn’t see it coming. Sometimes, out of nowhere, he’d interact with Ilya and Ilya would just be - well, he’d be there, but he’d be gone.

    Yuna and David are in Moscow when they stumble upon Ilya's mother's grave.

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    06 Jan 2026