12 Bookmarks by 4thgrade

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    "Special enough to come out of retirement for?"

    Ilya looks at the space between his legs that had once been occupied by dark eyes and a constellation of freckles and a smart mouth. He feels bereft.

    This sub, Shane Hollander, is special. Not quite a brat, though not sweet and obedient either. The thought of fighting for his submission, of smacking that smart mouth and then kissing praises against it, is tempting. 

    And he’d only had the sub at his feet for minutes. Ilya left the Mastigery for many reasons, but Shane Hollander is making him forget all of them. 

    “I will have a room ready for him in the morning.”

    Or; Professional Dom for Hire, Ilya Rozanov, struggles with his sadistic desires and meets his match in Shane Hollander; the failed Montreal trainee.

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    01 May 2026

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    Shane will wait. Shane will be patient. Ilya will text him, or Ilya won’t text him. Either way, Shane will be grown and mature about it. And he will not allow himself to be besotted, consumed by the thought of his sweet puppy, his Ilya.

    And he absolutely will not allow himself to continue mentally calling Ilya his.

    Ilya just wants to prove to Mr. Hollander that he can be a good boy. Mr. Hollander is happy to indulge him.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    "Shane's jaw had practically been on the floor since the first sentence came out of the older man’s mouth. He abruptly, embarrassedly shut it closed as soon as he became aware of it, his teeth clicking with the force of it. This couldn't be real right? Just play for the cameras. How he'd never seen this kink before, he wasn't sure, but it's not surprising that people out there liked the idea of being controlled like this. But yeah, definitely wasn't real. Shane wonders how hard the “hypnotist” had to look for or how much he had to pay someone to willingly humiliate themselves on camera like this. This Austin guy was literally drooling. Shane ignored the heat in his groin at the thought and continued watching."

    Shane discovers hypnotok and suddenly a whole new world has been opened to him. Completely giving up to and submitting to Ilya? What's not to love?

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Connor’s mom remarries and suddenly he’s got a new little stepbrother, Hudson.

    Hudson’s loud, charismatic, and always in Connor’s personal space. What happens one night when Connor realizes that Hudson’s playful banter might just be…flirting?

    (Or: Connor discovers how to get Hudson to shut up).

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Hudson. Connor.

    Not gay, not straight.

    Just erotically codependent roommates that fall into an undernegotiated BDSM relationship.

    (OR: Hudson and Connor were never cast together in Heated Rivalry, but instead are two struggling actors making dumb Tik Toks together).

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    12 Mar 2026

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.

    Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    We learn in The Long Game that Shane is theoretically kinda into the idea of people seeing him with Ilya. We also learn that Luca had a poster of Ilya on his wall and thinks Ilya is handsome. So... once Shane joins the Centaurs, maybe Ilya finds something to do with both of those interesting pieces of information.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Luca hadn’t been sure he would go through with the plan. He’d talked himself into it and out of it about fifty times.

    But he's made it this far. He's sitting with Shane Hollander, just the two of them. Now all he needs to do it open his mouth and—

    “Look,” Shane is saying, “if you wanted to talk through coming out, I th—”

    “I can’t figure out anal sex,” Luca blurts.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    164,327

    16 Feb 2026

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