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and we're so close it feels like dancing (trektober 2025) by AdmiredDisorder
Fandoms: Star Trek: Voyager
19 Nov 2025
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Trektober 2025 short fics, each chapter is a day, mostly J/C because this is who I am. Other characters are around tho. I have used this challenge but mixed and matched from the three prompt lists. Many thanks to the mods for putting the lists together! <3
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01. Mutual pining || 02. Soul bond || 03. Outsider POV || 04. Last first || 05. Enemy Encounter || 06. Friends with benefits || 07. Role swap || 08. Public sex || 09. Different first meeting || 10. Snowed in || 11. Tattoos || 12. Second contact || 13. Memory loss || 14. One night stand || 15. Didn't know they were dating || 16. Different second meeting || 17. Meeting the family || 18. Stranded || 19. Red alert || 20. Diplomatic escort || 21. Fake dating/marriage || 22. Only one bed || 23. Uniform kink || 24. Observation deck || 25. Neighbours || 26. Dress uniform || 27. Away mission || 28. Picnic || 29. Time travel/loop || 30. Different time || 31. Evening || -
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Something in the way she leans against the cushions, the light catching her hair, makes him wonder about that sense he's had, from the moment he saw her, that he knew her from somewhere. Not truly, more like she's someone he'd passed on the street, or had waited in the same lobby with. Perhaps they'd shared a transport once. Sat together...
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He realises she'll read those chapters at some point. Perhaps, knowing he'd read them out loud, in the dark silence of the sickbay, think about what he must have said to her. Would it have mattered that the words weren't really his? People have been saying them, the same ones, for millennia. Someone, many many someones, are probably saying them right now, in myriads of languages. Not him, though.
And, perhaps, never them.
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A growing collection of unconnected one-shots and missing scenes, some canon some not,
less than 500 words(this is a lie!), that I couldn’t develop into a full story, but sort of liked. I'll post them in chapter format, with the character name as the chapter heading, to make it easier to navigate and keep track of. Probably updated chaotically.Title from Rainer Maria Rilke: “I am the rest between two notes which are somehow always in discord.”
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and quiet is the thought of you by AdmiredDisorder for resistate
Fandoms: Star Trek: Voyager
18 May 2025
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The watch lies heavy in my hand, ticking away each solitary moment. The one gift I refused. The only thing I was meant to keep.
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Happy Merry Month of Cohen 2025! Song/poem inspo: A thousand kisses deep and I can't make the hills (Philip Glass' version).
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From the Edge of the Deep Wine-dark Sea by AdmiredDisorder
Fandom Star Trek: Prodigy, Star Trek: Voyager
07 Jan 2025
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She knew what she would do if she couldn’t have what she wanted. If this didn’t actually wind up working. She’d done it before and she could do it again. She would get through it. She would move on.
It was just that she wanted this so much.
‘This could be a date,’ she said. ‘Right now.’
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Eight months after Voyager returns to Earth, Kathryn Janeway and Chakotay run into each other unexpectedly.
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A series of mostly unrelated flash fics inspired by alphabetical prompts.
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03 Nov 2025
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It had the feel of an old argument, though this was the closest they’d come to discussing it.
Written for Merry Month of Cohen 2025.
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Kathryn Janeway wants a dog for her eighth birthday. It's a good thing she has a plan.
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22 Jul 2025
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A remarkable "braided novel" of 8 stories and novellas which Macedon wrote in tandem with the equally remarkable Peg Robinson. Too sprawling (in the grand sense) in scale and reach to reduce to a mere synopsis; let us just say that this is Voyager unfettered and red in tooth and claw, such as Paramount with its nice tidy pander-to-the-demographics mentality could only dream of producing. Faith, community, alienation and belonging, honest conflict between Maquis and Starfleet, and the realities of life far from home and safety. These are just a few of the things Macedon and Peg handled with discretion and grace.
From Macedon: I recently learned that my friend of many years, Peg, passed away in her sleep September 3, 2024. If you were or are a fan of the Talking Stick series and Peg's fiction, please think softly on her and light some sage or tobacco in her memory for the wonderful stories she gave to us.
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