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Beneath Unforgiving Stars by jonquille_ (liliies)
Fandoms: A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
26 Feb 2026
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“Why do you love him so much?”
The question lingered between them, trembling and terrible. The firelight threw her shadow across the floor, fractured and long, and the faint creak of the inn whispered like a warning in the silence.
“Most men despise him. They fear him. They mock him behind closed doors. Some curse his very name.” She swallowed. “And yet you do not.”
Valarr closed his eyes briefly. There were a thousand answers, and none that would ease her pain. When he opened them again, his gaze was steady.
“Because I see him,” he said simply. Not the prince. Not the reputation. Not the whispers. “He has never been what they believe him to be.”
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Bookmarked by Allenloveyou
08 May 2026
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AerionVallar! Ụ ẹ giỡn mặt hả sao ko có tag sad ending zay má sao chớt hết r????? Mé đọc cuốn vl, í là tình yêu giữa 2 chả viết đủ á đủ emotion ô kê. Carry me not as ash but as love 🫵🏻 👊🏻 này phải đọc kĩ lại mới viết típ đc
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On February 1st, James Potter has a strange day.
Or,
The day that Regulus Black didn't die.
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This oneshot is a prequel to the fic "Mastermind".
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- Part 3 of Mastermind universe
Bookmarked by Allenloveyou
06 Apr 2026
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Jegulus! Part of the mastermind eu politics one. Damn last yr this time when I read this i was so out of mind, literally full on nervous mental breakdown or major depressive episode (is more correct ig). Trying to harm myself maybe trying to kill myself idk. But fuckkk the way I relates to Reggie so much and also realized I have a type, aerion then regulus, ppl that r vicious tongue and fucked in the heads.
“Reggie, what the fuck?”
And Regulus – he loses, too, because all of his shield shatters, and he’s suddenly five years old and confused, and he’s eight years old and in pain, and he’s ten years old and just needs his big brother.
-> THISS IM CRYING THE WAY HIS OUTER SHIELD BREAKS TO JUST A LITTLE BROTHER NEEDING HIS BIG BROTHER 😭😭😭 I WISH I HAD THAT WITH MY SISTER“I’m scared,” he whispers, pretending his eyes aren’t tearing up, and pretending he doesn’t know that Sirius notices. “I’m – I’m so fucking scared, Sirius.”
-> I WAS SCARED TOO WAS SCARED OF THE THING THAT IS MY MIND, AND EVERYTHING KEEPS FALLING APART, I KEEP FAILING WHEN IT MATTER MOST. FULL ON DROP OUT OF THESIS TWICE, NEARLY DROPPING OUT OF UNI. ITS BEEN A YEAR NOW, IM STILL AMAZED AT HOW I CHANGE SINCE GETTING HELP BY MY SELF CAUSE NO ONE WAS THERE.
“Hey – it’s okay,” Sirius hushes him, reaching out to grab his hand as if he does that every day. -> AS IF HE DOES THAT EVERYDAY 😭😭😭
It doesn’t feel okay. Nothing feels okay, and the only thing keeping Regulus from being sure that nothing will ever be okay again is that in spite of everything, Sirius is here.
-> IM SO JELOUS OF REG HAVING A BROTHER WHO CARE AND BE THERE FOR HIM, TELLING HIM ITS OKAY"What do you want for dinner tonight?”
“What?”
“I asked, what do you want for dinner tonight?”
Regulus swallows. “I don’t know. I… hadn’t planned to have dinner tonight.”
Sirius makes a strange, gurgling noise, then pretends it didn’t happen. “How’s spaghetti vongole?”
Regulus sniffles. “That sounds good.”
-> I HAVENT PLAN TO HAVE DINNER TONIGHT???!!!! SHIT FUCK OMG MY HEART MY HEART, STILL MAKES CRY OVER AND OVER AGAINALSO THE WARPED WAY REG THINKS THAT HIS BROTHER HATES HIM AND ONLY CARE FOR HIM BC OF THE FAILED SUCIDE ATTEMPT. He loves u, everything complicated but one thing for sure Sirius loves regulus his Reggie his little brother dear
Regulus feels a thick lump in his throat. It’s probably the damn undeserved gratefulness that keeps choking him.
“Okay,” he says quietly, looking down. “Thank you.”
In the corner of his eye, he can see how Sirius nods again. Without any warning, he then stands up, moves closer, sits down right next to Regulus and hugs him.
Regulus flinches by pure reflex. He wishes he didn’t flinch – "he wishes he knew how to be hugged, and how to hug his brother back. He wishes Sirius’ arms around him didn’t make his eyes well up with tears." -> now IM THE ONE IN FUCKING TEARS REG, I WOULD BE THE SAME A SOBBING MOP IF MY SISTER HUGS ME AND TELL ME THAT I HAVE POTENTIAL IM NOT A FAILURE LIKE I THINK IM AM AND HOW SHE GONNA HELP ME GET MY LIFE ON TRACK
“We’re going to fix this,” Sirius says, holding on to Regulus even though Regulus isn’t holding him back. “I – I know things are difficult and terrifying and a bit all over the place right now, but we’re going to fix this. One day at the time. You and me. We just have to… keep living. That’s all we can do, when things are rough. Just keep living.”
Regulus releases a shivering breath, and thinks that even though he may not want to be alive, maybe Sirius wanting him to be alive can be enough. For now.
“Yeah,” he whispers. “We can only keep living.”
=> WE JUST HAVE TO KEEP LIVING, ONE DAY AT A TIME WHEN THINGS R ROUGH JUST KEEP LIVING 🥹😭😭😭 RENDER ME INTO A SOBBING MESS. AND REG 'S " WE CAN ONLY LIVING" EVEN THO HE MAY NOT WANT TO BE ALIVE BUT SIRIUS WANTING HIM TO BE ALIVE IS ENOUGH FOR NOW 😭😭😭. Im so jelly of reg I want someone who actively want me to be alive too -
infinite source by hellotte
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV)
27 Mar 2026
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He would tear armies apart with his bare hands for them. Dunk knows this with a certainty that terrifies him.
They spend five blissful years in Lys before ghosts from the past come calling.
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- Part 3 of dunkaerion omegaverse
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Bookmarked by Allenloveyou
30 Mar 2026
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DunkAerion! ABO verse! Them and them sweetlings in blissful Lys and then Dunk have to return to westero for duty war and realm needs him whatever
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A Most Inconvenient Tenderness by donkeygrass
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV)
27 Mar 2026
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In which Egg is forced to acknowledge that his terrible, horse-murdering brother has caught feelings for the one genuinely good person in their vicinity, and the audacity is frankly breathtaking.
Bookmarked by Allenloveyou
29 Mar 2026
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DunkAerion from egg view, waiting to see new update
He wondered if love was always this—a patient, foolish planting of yourself where nothing ought to grow, a waiting for fruit that might never come, or might come only when it was too late. And the fruit of that particular tree was going to be something between a miracle and a disaster, depending entirely on which part of it you bit into. He was not certain he wanted to be standing underneath when it fell.
THIS THIS how can a person write such thought so its just perfect -
i waited long enough (i'll do so again) by Anonymous
Fandoms: A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), Game of Thrones (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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The Lord Stark looked down upon him clad in a heavy fur cape ladened with silver chains. His eyes resembled the blues of a crystalline lake– cold as the North. Even more so gazing at the flame that was Aerion. Burning hotter and hotter still as he stood firm against the eyes that seemed to swallow him whole.
They had met once.
Only once.
When their youth still showed on their cheeks, and the years had treated them kinder than any war ever could. When the summer sun threatened to melt the young northerner, and when pale locks seemingly glowed iridescent when waves of golden light shone through leaves.
When Aerion Targaryen, the Brightflame, was promised to Duncan Stark of Winterfell.
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- Part 1 of in another universe
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Bookmarked by Allenloveyou
28 Mar 2026
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Aerion and his Dunk! Stark lord of winterfell. Childhood 1 time meet turn into the warmth of dunk life, the "i would kill for u i would die for u, well I would live for u I would be kind for u"