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From Grit to Pearl by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
16 Jan 2021
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He does not have a name.
He has been called many things over the years; a weapon, a ghost, HYDRA’s Fist, the Soldier, and from what they have told him his work has shaped the century.
But he does not have a name. His name, like so many other things, has been taken from him, stolen.
Forgotten.
Until the day it is not, and remembering, he breaks free, killing his handler and making his escape in a desperate bid for freedom.
Frightened, lost and hurt, he seeks out the last person in the world he can trust, his baby sister, now an almost eighty-year-old widow, somehow knowing she is the only one who can help him.
It is a difficult journey, one filled with pain, tears, and things that should not be possible. But also with recovery and redemption, rebirth and miracles, family and hope.
This story is a love letter between Bucky and his sister Rebecca, the world, and eventually his childhood best friend, Steve Rogers, the boy he once loved. But ultimately, it is the love letter Bucky writes to himself, as he reclaims who he once was, discovers who he is now, builds a new life for himself and realizes he might, just might, be as strong, as beautiful, as precious as a pearl.
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12 Jan 2026
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My First Boyfriend by PoeticAntics221 for sugarpiehoney
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Jun 2025
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“God, he looks fucking incredible. Charlie usually kept his hair short, but now it’s cropped even shorter on the sides, with longer curls at the top. He’s wearing a loose vest that proudly shows off his binder and there’s a definite path of hair trailing down into the waistband of his jeans that wasn’t always there. His top rides up as his arms are lifted in a V-shape, stretching out a huge flag behind him. Blue and Pink and White. It’s beautiful. He’s so fucking beautiful.
His caption is a simple message: charlie (he/him)
Well, there’s not a single doubt in my mind now. I’m definitely bisexual.”
“Charlie Spring is a boy.
He’s always been a boy.
He was my first boyfriend.”
OR: Trans Charlie AU where Nick and Charlie date in school before Charlie’s transition. Charlie breaks up with Nick. Eleven months later, Nick sees Charlie’s coming out post on Insta and reaches out.
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04 Jan 2026
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used to be young by sparkagrace for irrevocably
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
22 Dec 2025
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Eight years ago, Bucky Barnes had it all: a steady career, a long-term partner, and he’d finally gotten to grips with the unexpected guardianship of his godson, Peter.
Now, Bucky’s world has tipped upside down. His career is flagging, his ex-boyfriend just married someone else, and Peter has been hiding things from him thanks to the Stark Internship. Everything seems to be going wrong, and Bucky is determined to get answers.
OR: Bucky Barnes learns how to be the parent Peter needs, and slowly lets Steve Rogers become someone he might need too.
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25 Dec 2025
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Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D. Bucky Barnes is tasked with acclimating Steve Rogers to the 21st century. Together with Alpine, they are stuck at the Retreat for four weeks catching up on history, technology, and pop culture.
Bucky is aware he might be playing with fire by wearing those leggings around Captain America. Steve is aware he should not try to take off said leggings, as much as that pretty Agent Barnes might want him to.
Takes place during those few weeks when Steve was at the Retreat right after coming out of the ice.
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16 Nov 2025
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Cut Him Out In Little Stars by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
30 Jun 2024
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Two Houses, both alike in dignity
In fair Venora, where we lay our sceneNot a typo. ;) Three years after a brutal, bloody war that saw their formerly friendly queendoms at odds for the first time in history, Prince Steven Rogers of House Grant seeks to solidify the peace between Lehigh and Venora through an alliance--marriage with Prince James Barnes of House Buchanan, his childhood friend turned unexpected enemy. But after years as the Fist of Hydra and a long recovery from brainwashing and torture, Bucky isn't in a place to marry anyone, let alone someone he doesn't even remember. Stubborn to the core, afflicted by tragic losses, and still half in love with someone who might only be a memory, Steve and his family journey to Lynbrooke, the capital of Venora, to attempt to end the tension between their queendoms, and perhaps heal his wounded heart.
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31 Oct 2025