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From Grit to Pearl by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
15 Jan 2021
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He does not have a name.
He has been called many things over the years; a weapon, a ghost, HYDRA’s Fist, the Soldier, and from what they have told him his work has shaped the century.
But he does not have a name. His name, like so many other things, has been taken from him, stolen.
Forgotten.
Until the day it is not, and remembering, he breaks free, killing his handler and making his escape in a desperate bid for freedom.
Frightened, lost and hurt, he seeks out the last person in the world he can trust, his baby sister, now an almost eighty-year-old widow, somehow knowing she is the only one who can help him.
It is a difficult journey, one filled with pain, tears, and things that should not be possible. But also with recovery and redemption, rebirth and miracles, family and hope.
This story is a love letter between Bucky and his sister Rebecca, the world, and eventually his childhood best friend, Steve Rogers, the boy he once loved. But ultimately, it is the love letter Bucky writes to himself, as he reclaims who he once was, discovers who he is now, builds a new life for himself and realizes he might, just might, be as strong, as beautiful, as precious as a pearl.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 160,983
- Chapters:
- 38/38
- Comments:
- 4,320
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- 1,816
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12 Jan 2026
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My First Boyfriend by PoeticAntics221 for sugarpiehoney
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Jun 2025
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“God, he looks fucking incredible. Charlie usually kept his hair short, but now it’s cropped even shorter on the sides, with longer curls at the top. He’s wearing a loose vest that proudly shows off his binder and there’s a definite path of hair trailing down into the waistband of his jeans that wasn’t always there. His top rides up as his arms are lifted in a V-shape, stretching out a huge flag behind him. Blue and Pink and White. It’s beautiful. He’s so fucking beautiful.
His caption is a simple message: charlie (he/him)
Well, there’s not a single doubt in my mind now. I’m definitely bisexual.”
“Charlie Spring is a boy.
He’s always been a boy.
He was my first boyfriend.”
OR: Trans Charlie AU where Nick and Charlie date in school before Charlie’s transition. Charlie breaks up with Nick. Eleven months later, Nick sees Charlie’s coming out post on Insta and reaches out.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,247
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 455
- Kudos:
- 704
- Bookmarks:
- 126
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- 9,465
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04 Jan 2026
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used to be young by sparkagrace for irrevocably
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
22 Dec 2025
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Eight years ago, Bucky Barnes had it all: a steady career, a long-term partner, and he’d finally gotten to grips with the unexpected guardianship of his godson, Peter.
Now, Bucky’s world has tipped upside down. His career is flagging, his ex-boyfriend just married someone else, and Peter has been hiding things from him thanks to the Stark Internship. Everything seems to be going wrong, and Bucky is determined to get answers.
OR: Bucky Barnes learns how to be the parent Peter needs, and slowly lets Steve Rogers become someone he might need too.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,630
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 397
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- 317
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- 6,828
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25 Dec 2025
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Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D. Bucky Barnes is tasked with acclimating Steve Rogers to the 21st century. Together with Alpine, they are stuck at the Retreat for four weeks catching up on history, technology, and pop culture.
Bucky is aware he might be playing with fire by wearing those leggings around Captain America. Steve is aware he should not try to take off said leggings, as much as that pretty Agent Barnes might want him to.
Takes place during those few weeks when Steve was at the Retreat right after coming out of the ice.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 72,440
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 442
- Kudos:
- 1,969
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- 562
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- 46,676
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16 Nov 2025
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Cut Him Out In Little Stars by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
30 Jun 2024
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Two Houses, both alike in dignity
In fair Venora, where we lay our sceneNot a typo. ;) Three years after a brutal, bloody war that saw their formerly friendly queendoms at odds for the first time in history, Prince Steven Rogers of House Grant seeks to solidify the peace between Lehigh and Venora through an alliance--marriage with Prince James Barnes of House Buchanan, his childhood friend turned unexpected enemy. But after years as the Fist of Hydra and a long recovery from brainwashing and torture, Bucky isn't in a place to marry anyone, let alone someone he doesn't even remember. Stubborn to the core, afflicted by tragic losses, and still half in love with someone who might only be a memory, Steve and his family journey to Lynbrooke, the capital of Venora, to attempt to end the tension between their queendoms, and perhaps heal his wounded heart.
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31 Oct 2025
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Strange Brew by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Oct 2025
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Steve Rogers would be the first to tell you he's had it rougher than some but better than most. His job at the coffee shop lets him do his art, work with his best friend, take care of his ma, and ogle the muscular mechanics at the local auto-body shop. His health and his love life could be better, but he's very aware of how lucky he is to have it this good. Oh, and live in Brooklyn. Simple life, simple pleasures.
Is it really so much to ask to be able to get across the street in one piece? Apparently.
Before he knows it, Steve finds himself on a collision course with every hotrod coming out of the lot, with the quiet but hunkalicious new hire at the body shop, and with... well, romance.
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29 Oct 2025
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Baby Steps by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
22 Apr 2022
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When Bucky is hit by a spell and de-aged to six-years-old, Steve brings him home, knowing he’s the only one who can care for him. Wracked with guilt, Steve initially ignores Bucky to focus on getting the spell reversed. Until a close call leads to a near disaster, and Steve is forced reevaluate his priorities; the little boy now in his care and what he needs from Steve.
With help from Scott Lang and the rest of his teammates, Steve embraces the role of guardian. He makes mistakes, but also learns to see the world through a child’s eyes, rediscovering things not just about Bucky, but himself as well. As the days pass into weeks filled with trips to the zoo, giant teddy bears, and the sounds of Bucky’s giggles, Steve is faced with a difficult choice; allow Bucky to grow up happy and free, never knowing what his future holds, or reverse the spell and turn him back into an adult, with all the pain that life entails. Either choice will come at a cost, one both of them, but especially Bucky, will have to pay. But maybe, just maybe, with a little bit of luck, they’ll find their way and remember not only their love for each other, but how to play, carrying that new spark with them into the future and whatever it may hold.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 115,236
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2,468
- Kudos:
- 1,332
- Bookmarks:
- 345
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- 34,262
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06 Oct 2025
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The Line by Anogete
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
18 Sep 2025
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While she muddles her way through grad school, Darcy is hired by Tony Stark to help deprogram Bucky Barnes now that Steve Rogers has found him and brought him back to Avengers Tower. A few weeks into the project, Steve approaches Darcy and asks if she'd consider having sex with him while Bucky watches them. Steve says they are both attracted to her, and he thinks it will help Bucky become more comfortable with people and sex. Darcy's not sure about that, but she IS a firm believer that when Captain America and his brooding best friend want you to get naked with them, you don't say no. The rape/non-con warning relates to two scenes (neither more than 2 pages) in two chapters in which Bucky reveals some memories of his time with HYDRA to Darcy. It does not relate to the present or the pairing(s).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 160,537
- Chapters:
- 27/27
- Comments:
- 1,146
- Kudos:
- 632
- Bookmarks:
- 176
- Hits:
- 22,696
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05 Oct 2025
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Falling With The Landslide by BlueMatroshka
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Dec 2021
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Thanks to a nosy former foster brother, Tony knows what’s in written in his DCS file - Anthony Stark, aged 7, recent placements terminated in best interest of child in care, documented history of neglect, permanency plan undetermined, reunification plan pending case developments. Even better: parent A deceased, parent B incarcerated.
Bouncing from home to home has been the defining factor of Tony’s life for the last four years. The future will undoubtedly be a cycle of lather, rinse, repeat, until the day he gets dumped on the street at 18, no longer anyone’s problem except his own. He’s long since accepted this reality.
When his social worker drops him off at the doorstep of the Barnes-Rogers household, she seems to think this time will be different. Tony’s not convinced.
Or: A boy is welcomed into the home of his new foster parents and their children. A boy learns to trust and love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 132,165
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 419
- Kudos:
- 1,537
- Bookmarks:
- 472
- Hits:
- 54,876
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14 Sep 2025
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take my hand (and my whole life too) by portraitofemmy, rainbow_marbles
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jun 2017
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First and foremost this is a story about love. It’s about two people who, for different reasons of their own, have become comfortable with the idea of being alone. But when chance or fate (or the will of a stubborn little Alpha unwilling to let injustice stand) puts them in each other’s path, the courage to try to make a good thing work is easy to find.
This is a story about love. It’s story about partnership. It’s a story about the work you have to do, and how very worthwhile loving and being loved can be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 56,922
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 319
- Kudos:
- 1,602
- Bookmarks:
- 438
- Hits:
- 30,131
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10 Sep 2025
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The door swings open before I’ve even had the chance to knock and oh god if I’m not confronted by the most painfully beautiful boy I’ve ever seen.
Too bad he’s not mine.
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Charlie Spring is navigating single life about as well as he hoped, until a Grindr hook up threatens to change everything.
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- Part 2 of Catch Me
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,105
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Comments:
- 1,062
- Kudos:
- 1,321
- Bookmarks:
- 240
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- 54,045
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31 Aug 2025
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The Best Way to Wake by LeeHan
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Feb 2019
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James Buchanan Barnes lay in a glass pod in the middle of the table, frozen since he fell. Steve’s hands were on the glass before he realized he’d moved.
“Wait, Captain!”
“Get him out,” Steve whispered, his hands searching for a clasp, a keypad, something.
“Captain, we need to keep him in stasis—“
“I said get him out!”In which Bucky Barnes lay frozen in the Alps for seventy years only to be woken up a year after Steve Rogers was uncovered from the Arctic.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 42,293
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 735
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- 8,683
- Bookmarks:
- 2,532
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- 124,101
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20 Aug 2025
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The one where rich fuckboy Bucky Barnes is so spoiled rotten, his father arranges for him to marry dad's best friend, Steve Rogers, just so someone can keep him in line.
Beta-ed by GyokuJyn
Alternating Steve and Bucky POV throughout.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 184,809
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 740
- Kudos:
- 1,546
- Bookmarks:
- 370
- Hits:
- 81,163
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16 Aug 2025
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A Tapestry of Two by BlueSimplicity for kalika_999
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
23 Dec 2021
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Ever since DC, things haven’t been easy for Bucky Barnes. HYDRA stole everything from him, even his voice, and two months later he’s barely surviving as he struggles to pull the few scraps of himself left into a cohesive whole.
Until he gets his hands on a blanket and everything changes. Fascinated by its color and softness, he begins a journey he never would have imagined. Taken in by a stranger who teaches him to knit, Bucky slowly discovers he is so much more than a dropped stitch in the fabric of life. With time, patience, and the help of a few who have had their eyes on him for a long time, Bucky begins to turn himself into something stronger, softer and more beautiful than before, weaving a tapestry of friendship, laughter and love warm enough to embrace the entire world, fix old wrongs, and wrap around the only other person who never stopped believing in him.
Warnings: This story contains a mute Bucky, lots of blankets, scoodies and pompoms, Greek food and a demon kitten. It also contains a Steve who is still too stupid not to wear a hat when it’s cold out, but is as devoted to Bucky as ever, wanting nothing more than to spend the rest of his days snuggling beneath blankets.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 157,696
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 4,145
- Kudos:
- 1,921
- Bookmarks:
- 670
- Hits:
- 53,737
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31 Jul 2025
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A Place to Rest And Remember Yourself (In My Arms) -- A Shrunkyclunks AU by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Nov 2023
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It's 2015, and Steve is living in a post-publicly coming out world. His every move is scrutinized in the tabloids and on social media, he's still wrestling with life in the 21st century, and the paparazzi never give him any peace. Making friends who aren't co-workers is practically impossible, let along dating. His solution? Have a regular, no-strings 'arrangement' with one of Natasha's honeypots. Bucky is a former spy and adventurer who used to work for S.H.I.E.L.D., but left for *reasons*. Having just gotten his heart ripped to shreds by a traitorous ex, he finds the idea of a discreet, 'with benefits' arrangement with his teenage-years crush very, very appealing. But you know what they say about what happens the minute you stop looking for love...
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 131,604
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 499
- Kudos:
- 679
- Bookmarks:
- 252
- Hits:
- 27,402
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06 Jul 2025
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Snow Patrol by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
22 Jun 2025
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Brooklyn in winter is no one's favorite season. Especially for someone like the recently thawed Steve Rogers, adrift in the twenty-first century after decades on ice, searching for some people to call his own. A chance encounter on a snow-blanketed street one frosty winter night could change all that... if Steve can find a way to ingratiate himself with the gang of colossal fucking assholes who give him no end of grief while serving their community.
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04 Jul 2025
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(if only in my dreams) by jehans for fingerprintbruises
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Dec 2020
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Bucky’s eyes fall on a DM from a Twitter user that hasn’t ever interacted with his highly secret ‘model account’ — where, under the pseudonym ‘Winter,’ he teases and sells artistic photos of himself from the mouth down, in very naked and compromising positions — but one that he knows instantly. One that he knows well.
User @art_mad91. The dorkiest username in the world. A personal twitter account, with no real name attached to it, belonging to one Steven Grant Rogers.
Steve, Bucky’s best friend in the entire world, and the secret love of his life since they lost their virginities to each other when he was seventeen, just DMed Bucky on his porn account.
Shit.
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- Part 1 of you can plan on me
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,625
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 212
- Kudos:
- 1,769
- Bookmarks:
- 559
- Hits:
- 25,308
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08 Jun 2025
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Continuation of "Shyest"; all the important steps in life with two super-soldiers raising a kid.
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- Part 2 of Two Supersoldiers and a Toddler
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,141
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Comments:
- 1,835
- Kudos:
- 5,724
- Bookmarks:
- 665
- Hits:
- 92,125
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01 Jun 2025
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Hand Over Hand by AboardAMoose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
14 May 2023
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Steve is on his way to build a new world for himself.
Bucky wants to stop feeling like shit.
They're both in the same boat but they don't quite know it yet.
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Or the one where they're both having babies. Real soon.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 101,677
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 295
- Kudos:
- 640
- Bookmarks:
- 146
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- 25,664
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11 May 2025
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Safe House by orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Sep 2015
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It's been over a year of searching for Bucky with no results. Steve tries to focus on training the new team with Natasha. Natasha focuses on helping Steve.
"Come with me."
"Ok, where?"
Natasha's expression was playful. "You'll see," she said.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 44,628
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 174
- Kudos:
- 1,074
- Bookmarks:
- 309
- Hits:
- 15,766
Bookmarked by AlwaysBeMyBebe
27 Mar 2025