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    Felix has compared himself to a caged bird since he was young. For years he thought his parents would never let him taste the sky, but keep him hidden away and sheltered from the world forever. After years of careful begging, his parents finally agreed he could spend a year in Seoul. Drunk on the feeling of being free for the first time in his life, Felix’s world revolves around finding his favorite flavor of ice cream, kissing the cute guy he met in the bathroom of a night club, and discovering who he is on his own. Things should be simple.

    But what if moving to Seoul isn’t actually leaving his cage like he thought it would be? What if it doesn’t matter how carefully he keeps his past life away from his new friends? What would the man he is falling in love with do if the ugly truth slips out at the wrong time?

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?

    Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?

    And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?

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    08 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    "Could you look less in love with him?”

    Jisung hadn’t even looked at anyone as he spoke but Hyunjin answered nonetheless, “No.”

    A collection of vaguely related one shots about Hyunlix from everyone's (but Hyunjin and Felix) pov

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    15 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    "Don't worry, I’m not going anywhere, I just want to know what the options are if we did things a little differently this time around.”

    Hyunjin's time in the military is coming to an end and Felix is making plans for their future.

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    14 Nov 2025

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    Lee Felix wakes up in a hospital, in a foreign country, surrounded by unknown people who tell him he's an idol.

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    07 Oct 2025