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    Nat, against her better judgement, took Jackies warm, soft hands into hers and pulled her up into a sitting position. “I’ll make you a deal. I make sure you become as cool and interesting as possible and beat the fate that Shauna so nicely laid out for you, and in return you promise to shut up about her forever okay. I can’t take any more of this love-sick heartbroken rambling, and it’s barely been three hours.” Jackie looked slightly startled by this but started nodding along after a second.

    “Great, then let’s get up and find you someone to bang before college truly starts because you’re right, you should not show up here a virgin.”
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    or jackienat are roommates at Rutgers and spend their first year mending broken hearts, healing and maybe falling in love in the process

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    15/15
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    19 Jun 2025

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    “I’ll introduce myself, then. My name is Shauna Shipman. Welcome to Last Branch. If you came here looking for God, I’ve got good news for you. He’s been waiting for you.”

    Shauna’s a preacher, a liar, and maybe something worse— but she’s also the only one who sees Jackie for exactly who she is.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    474
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    12,815

    25 May 2025

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    Jackie Taylor was supposed to die alone in the cold. Instead, the Wilderness is curious and decides to test her.

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    Nat and Travis find Jackie in the snow.

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    Chapters:
    41/50
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    108,893

    03 May 2025

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    [Pre-crash / No crash AU]

    They've been best friends since childhood, but Shauna has two massive secrets she keeps from Jackie: That she's desperately in love with her, and that she also deeply resents her.

    With a few months left until their high school graduation and Nationals on the table, everything changes for Jackie and Shauna when Jackie breaks up with Jeff and one of their usual late-night makeouts crosses a line that can't be un-crossed. As their friendship turns sexual, Shauna tries to decode what it all means while she waits for an acceptance letter from Brown and hopes to leave Jackie—and the feelings she's always had for her—behind.

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    Chapters:
    33/34
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    01 May 2025

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    “That’s…” Shauna blinked. “I mean I guess I can see your logic. Who are you gonna kiss?”

    There was a beat. A weirdly long, silent beat. And Jackie looked down at her lap, picking at a loose thread on her pajama pants. Then, very softly, like she wasn’t sure how it would sound once it was out in the world: “Well… you’re here.”

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    368
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    1,606
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    45,919

    24 Apr 2025

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    But, she doesn’t find her mom on the other side of the door, instead she finds Jackie Taylor standing on her front step, a little unsteady with glassy eyes that say she’s been crying. A Toyota Camry that looks a lot like Tai’s pulls away down her street, and Shauna just shakes her head as she stands in the doorway.

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    1/1
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    22 Apr 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 75

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    What’s worse is the fact that Shauna was the person she called to pick her up and made it abundantly fucking clear that she was the last person on her list, like apparently even Jeff made the cut above her. She knows that, realistically there were more options, the bus system kinda sucks but it works and Jackie’s parents, as shitty as they are, know how to drive. It doesn’t hold water to rest on what-if’s, not when they don’t matter, not she is standing here, in the dying sun, waiting for a train.

    (Or: five times Jackie and Shauna end up in close proximity and the one time they chose to be)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    352
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    75
    Hits:
    5,581

    10 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 72

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    Shauna's eyes cling to her lips.

    Jackie had asked for a lot. And Shauna has made it clear that she's sick of it. However, one more time wouldn't hurt.

    - Are you going to kiss me or something?

    OR Jackie and Shauna fuck a lot and don't talk much about their feelings.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    476
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    72
    Hits:
    15,499

    10 Apr 2025

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    “You didn’t eat this morning.”
    “Most of us didn’t.”
    Shauna frowns. “You know it’s not the same.”
    “It’s fine,” Jackie says. “I’ve got it under control.”
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    OR: yellowjackets if someone posed the question "what if jackie was diabetic and the imposition her illness placed on the other's caused them to wonder if keeping her alive was worth the extra rations & effort"

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    741
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    129
    Hits:
    12,794

    08 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Then you know we need to make this work somehow. That we can’t be five seconds from snapping at each other like this.”

    “Then what do you suggest?” Of course she’s putting solving the problem to Jackie.

    “A truce.”

    There’s that fucking eyebrow again, god she sucks. “A truce?”

    “Like, a non-aggression thing or whatever.”

    “A pact of non-aggression?”

    “Okay Shauna, you’re a lot smarter and know more things than me - I get it."

    or

    Working with Shauna Shipman for two months straight? Fuck no. Fuck off. Fuck you.

    or

    Camp Counselors AU

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    55
    Kudos:
    172
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    2,107

    07 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 73

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    During a game of truth or dare, Jackie unaware of the repercussions, drunkingly confessed that she had previously had a crush on Shauna when they were twelve and then a couple times after that. (she still does)

    A month afterwards Taissa is reading a book in peace when she spots Jackie storming up to her in fright as if she had just committed murder. Except that wasn’t the case, Jackie was simply coming to terms with the fact she wasn’t the dominant team captain she’d thought she was.

    OR

    Jackie pursed her lips, paused, and then met Tai's gaze. "I think any semblance of control I believed I had has simply evaporated. Even more unsettling, I'm beginning to suspect I never had it to begin with," she confessed, letting out a deep sigh as she settled into the silver chair.

    Tai, growing even more bewildered, tilted her head and regarded Jackie with a perplexed expression. After another brief silence, Jackie continued.

    “Me and Shauna fucked.”

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    Comments:
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    04 Apr 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 25

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    It feels like she’s divided into three now, the person that she almost became back there, the person she’s currently trying to be – the person she could’ve been if the crash didn’t happen – and…

    And the part of her that Jackie took with her to California.

    She wondered how Jackie was doing, she liked to think that she found herself a rich boyfriend in Beverly Hills and was living the high life, Jackie is pretty, surely someone would scout her for modeling or something even if she was short. Maybe she’ll let herself loose and Shauna will see her in magazines like Playboy, like how it happened to Pamela Anderson or something.

    (But those dreams are better than the nightmares where Jackie is laying dead in the streets of Hollywood, barely recognizable and her pigmentation light blue – an aftermath of some drug Shauna can’t even think of even in her worst nightmares, people just passing her by, and she’s not even bothering to ask for help because nobody would come.)

    She wakes up crying every single time.

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    Or, Shauna learns to forgive herself in Rhode Island.

    UPDATE FOR 02072025: third part has been released!

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    25
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    3,116

    01 Apr 2025

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    “Do you ever think about me?” The question is so out of left field that the shock must be so visible on Shauna’s face that Jackie actually, physically cringes. “Forget I said that.”

    “I, uh, I take the train to college every day.” It fumbles from her mouth before she can stop herself, an admission that she hasn’t even told Pete and Jules why she takes it, they just assume she’s lazy as if she doesn’t run every evening and is the only one of them that can make it up the stairs without stopping.

    “Ugh, I hate trains. Remember I threw up all over myself when we took the train to New York in eight grade?” Jackie rambles to fill the space, to understand why Shauna said that. Shauna shuts her eyes tight for a second, formulating what to say, but all that comes out is a pathetic:

    “Yeah, it’s why I take them.”

    “What?”

    “The seats are shitty and plastic and it would be cheaper to walk but they remind me of you, because you hate them.” She pauses, running a hand through her hair. “Jackie, did you really think that I’d forget about you?”

    (Or after five years, Shauna Shipman finally talks to Jackie Taylor)

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    204
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    18,886

    01 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    You study the pictures on the website, and if you hover a little longer in front of Jacqueline Taylor's picture, it's because your internet is down. And for the first time in a week, you take a peek at Instagram just to study the team captain a little better, a little more closely. She's a team captain and a star player, it's okay to know a little more about Jacqueline Taylor than the other members of the team. So what if it's not your job to know what her body looks like in a swimsuit.

    OR AU where Shauna doesn't like soccer, but leads the Scarlet Knights through the soccer season as a journalist, and falls in love with the captain.

    OR Jackie and Shauna are in love and horny, but they can't fucking.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    225
    Bookmarks:
    41
    Hits:
    5,231

    01 Apr 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 66

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    Jackie's just made the 'big and grown' decision to take a trip to Paris for the summer. Shauna just so happens to be the unfortunate pretty girl she moves in with. What sets out to be three months of study and sightseeing, quickly turn into a strange mix of yearning and hatred for this French girl.

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    Chapters:
    12/15
    Comments:
    199
    Kudos:
    501
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    66
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    11,346

    31 Mar 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    “We should try,” Jackie said, like it was nothing. Like she wasn’t flipping Shauna’s entire world upside down with three little words.

    Shauna swallowed, her throat dry. “Try what?”

    Jackie tilted her head just slightly, eyes flicking to her. “Kissing.”

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    140
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    23
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    1,818

    31 Mar 2025

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    She sees Lottie’s eyebrow raise, lips pursing ever so slightly as Shauna pushes herself back from the bar, giving into everything inside her that’s screaming at her to interrupt them and stop this. She’s stopped by a hand, lightly grasping at her forearm, tightening ever so slightly. She looks up, and Lottie shakes her head – gesturing towards them in a way that Shauna assumes she’s supposed to get.

    She doesn’t get it. Not until she manages to make out the way Lottie mouths she’s flirting. Oh.

    So, there’s that.


    Jackie Taylor likes girls. Shauna doesn’t know why she feels so weird about it.

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    Chapters:
    9/13
    Comments:
    165
    Kudos:
    726
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    115
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    15,296

    31 Mar 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 60

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    Jackie and Shauna's mutual hatred is clear to everyone in the world, but when their rivalry interferes with the Yellowjackets performance, they're forced into a PR relationship. Now, they must navigate the challenge of pretending to love each other, despite the pairs inability to stand in the same room without starting a fight.

    OR

    the famous jackieshauna professional soccer player fake dating AU literally no one ever asked for.

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    46,519
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    102
    Kudos:
    264
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    5,708

    30 Mar 2025

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    Jackie means mating for life. Devoted, bonded, willing to die to sustain the other. Shauna, Jackie figures, means friends.
    Either way, she’s Jackie’s. Jackie’s to watch, to touch, to love from afar, and to carry through life.
    Until death.
    Jackie would give all of herself too, eventually, if Shauna wanted it.
    Would let her pick at her piece by piece until she’s consumed within her, flesh from the bone and two become one.

     

    Life’s easy for Jackie Taylor, high school’s even easier. Her only inconvenience is the small fact that she’s desperately in love with Shauna Shipman and can’t do anything about it. Nothing major.
    So she yearns, close and overbearing. The only thing worse than losing Shauna would be to truly find herself. Every girl dreams about kissing her best friend, right?
    That’s life.
    Right?

    Language:
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    Words:
    48,420
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    476
    Kudos:
    1,657
    Bookmarks:
    216
    Hits:
    29,010

    29 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 48

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    jackie’s drunk and wants to know what it’s like to hook up with a girl.

    well, one girl in particular. shauna, to be exact.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    471
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    4,121

    28 Mar 2025

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