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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Exactly how hung Shane Hollander was became somewhat of an urban legend amongst the junior hockey leagues in Canada. In the same breath that his puck handling and skating skills were mentioned, players would fucking gossip about his dick. Officially, everyone calls him Hollander or Hollzy. Behind his back, his teammates whisper the name Hunglander as if the ghost of Shane's slapshot could still hear them.

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    Ilya's obsession with Shane's big cock changes a surprising amount of their story.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov generally enjoys the All-Star Weekend.

    The All-Star Weekend means fun and games, and Shane. Lots of Shane.

    But when a drunken game of Never Have I Ever reveals more than Ilya ever expected, the entire league discovers there’s more to golden boy Shane Hollander than anyone realised.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, he discovers it too.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    part 1: five times they're forced to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they get to be Shane and Ilya.
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    it took thirteen years to get to this table. to earn the right to be Shane and Ilya. it was worth every damned second.

    part 2: five times they choose to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they choose to be Shane and Ilya.
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    after years of hiding, it's a joy to wake up with a choice.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya had other lovers; he knew that. It was part of their—not relationship, that wasn’t what they had—it was part of their agreement. Shane wasn’t special to Ilya. Wasn’t anything more than a warm body he took what he needed from. But seeing the reminder emblazoned on the cover of Hello! Canada still hit him like a sucker punch.

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    Or; five times Shane had to see Ilya's exploits reported in the tabloids, and the one time Ilya had to see Shane's.

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    14 Mar 2026