Chaos_is_in_me



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    Those pretty golden eyes were watery, a thin trace of skin could be seen by his blood-soaked temples, maybe due to the continuous tray of tears that escaped his eyes and cleansed the blood that should have dried there.

    “Your Highness, can you hear me? Your Highness!”

    His face was lacking expression, while the same words played inside his heart. It seemed as if thinking consumed too much energy, so those faint words would take their time to be heard again.

    But Hua Cheng could see it. Hua Cheng could see the pain that dragged his god to be in this state.

    His hands scratched the wood that surrounded him, sometimes hard and messy, sometimes softly, most times without energy.

    His god was in pain.

    “Your Highness!”

    And he could do nothing.

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    Dread and guilt pooled in Aaron's stomach. He was supposed to protect him. He was supposed to keep Spencer safe and give him the love that he needed. He wasn't supposed to frighten him in any way. Aaron wasn't supposed to become his father, but he'd done it subconsciously.

    Narcissist. Bully. Drill sergeant. Misogynist. Abuser.

    Aaron Hotchner, despite how hard he'd tried, had become an abuser.

    OR: An AU regarding the aftermath of Revelations, and Aaron struggles to accept that he is not his father.

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    14 Feb 2024

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    Dad Hotch and his family trauma

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    The Doctor finds himself on the Valliant and very quickly succumbs to the Master's control, finding himself at the man's mercy for an evening.

    He also discovers that maybe the Master isn't the wholly cruel man he presents himself as being.

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    20 Dec 2023

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    Is this how comfort smut feels like????
    Yes, yes it is...

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    Grian, an Avian who has never really been in the real world, has been kicked out of his colony. Hes been doing alright for himself considering he doesn't speak any outside language and doesn't understand any customs except his own. He found a beautiful forest to settle in for the past few weeks, which is fortunate! Whats unfortunate is falling out of a tree in front of the first outside people hes every seen up close. For him, even more unfortunate that they take him home to patch him up.

     

    Oh, What a World is a slice of life fic of varying length of Grian learning about the world around him, and healing from the weird and abusive things his old "flock" put him though. With the added benefit of a little romance thrown in!

    <3

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    02 Sep 2023

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    They don't know each others customs and it's hilarious.

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    Peter didn't realize that interacting with the avengers online would make him almost as famous as his superhero counterpart. What else can he do but roll with it?

    A primarily Twitter based fic featuring plenty of LGBTQ+ heroes, some drama, shit posting, pranks, wrong accounts and more chaos!

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    Who am I? |✔️| @canatincancan
    I swear to the gods, why do i attract stupid little gay genuises

    Peter-Man @peanutbutterparker
    because you were once a REPRESSED stupid little gay genuis

    potato boi @apotatoflewaroundmyroom
    and now you feel the need to adopt all the stupid little gay genuises you find

    sure e |✔️| @sureehopeitdoes
    it's called broken white boy syndrome

    *aggressively climbs* |✔️| @ontheceiling
    as @helpiminabucket knows, due to living with the condition daily, there is no cure

    bucky |✔️| @helpiminabucket
    Welcome to the club.

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    ON HIATUS!! will be back once I find some motivation!!

    i'm awful at summaries, but it's basically the avengers being gay and documenting their lives on twitter :)

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    25 Apr 2023

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    Twitter fic. Also what the f is going on