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    Shane set his jaw and walked to his stall. He could do this. He’d played through injuries, through food poisoning, through the worst media circus the league had ever seen. A slightly different bench was not going to beat him.
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    Troy didn’t realize he’d stopped breathing until Harris’ hand landed gently on his lower back. “Babe?” The world tilted. The kids’ laughter warped into something sharp and dangerous. His heart hammered so hard he could feel it in his teeth.
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    The Centaurs had won the Cup again and the city had thrown them a parade that still echoed in everyone’s ears. Ilya should have been floating. Instead he felt hollow, like the trophy was someone else’s.
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    The appetizers had just hit the table when her phone rang. Lisa’s face changed the second she saw the hospital number. She stepped away to answer, and Wyatt’s stomach dropped. When she came back two minutes later, her expression was already in doctor mode. “It’s Matty,” she said quietly. “Five years old. Leukemia. He took a bad turn this afternoon. I have to go.”

    4 of the many times Ottawa Centaurs were not just teammates but a family.

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    01 May 2026

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    A Wyatt Hayes POV of Shane’s first year with the Ottawa Centaurs feat. the Centaurs realizing the rivalry is still real, Shane’s no PDA rule, workplace ‘professionalism’, an unreasonable amount of Tim Horton’s discussion, and Montreal getting their ass kicked as they deserve.

    Mostly book canon with a little bit of show canon interspersed. Tags are updated as the story evolves.

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane can’t understand it. Ilya can’t understand it. No one knows who started it. But it’s happening.

    After Ilya and Shane are outed, someone on the internet decides that Shane bagging “the dangerously sexy Russian bear” means that he’s a sex goddess (yes, a fucking godDESS) and a babygirl and a daddy and a walking, talking thirst trap and all sorts of other things Shane doesn’t even want to know about. It's embarrassing and it’s annoying and it’s really, really weird.

    Luckily Shane and Ilya have Harris, Centaurs’ nice and savvy social media manager. Harris tries to keep the highspeed train on the rails, but the internet doesn’t get his memo. And when the free and welcoming atmosphere of his new team slowly lures the real Shane Hollander out of his shell, Harris’s plan falls flat on its face. And there’s a real danger that Harris himself might follow.

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    01 May 2026

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    Ottawa Cens my beloved boys…

    Various chatfics that are loosely (or not at all) tied together in my heated rivalry/game changers universe!

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “Shane, what do you mean?”
    Ilya asks worriedly.
    “I’m done with it. With hiding.” He explains.
    Ilya’s furrow immediately gets replaced by a smile.
    Ilya tries to reach his hand up to cup Shane’s face but winces.
    Shane grabs his instead.
    “I want to tell people, and I want to tell the world. And I want to leave Montreal and I want to join the Centaurs.”

    Or: Shane wants to tell Ilya he wants to come out, Ilya goes down in a game - Shane tells him in front of the Centaurs instead.

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    29 Apr 2026