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    The reopening of the Lady of Perpetual Grace marked a new chapter.

    Well, it did, and it didn’t. Jud doesn’t like to think of service as something with a clear ending and beginning. Life moves in cycles, endless and natural, spring to summer, dusk to dawn—and people with it, because they aren’t people when they don’t try, and fail, and try again.

    Only the fallible man can be redeemed. He would know.

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    what if, after reopening the lady of perpetual grace, jud employs a new groundskeeper and things happen and they do and they do and they do? walk with me.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Waiting for completion to start

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    Ethan won't leave him behind. Heisenberg is going to make it out of this, too.

    "I won't." Ethan assures him. "I'm with you."

    His attachment to this man feels pathetic, maybe, but inevitable. For Heisenberg, each loop means Ethan is a stranger again. For Ethan, Heisenberg has become a friend. He is well aware his attachment can only ever be one-sided, yet he would not change anything. Heisenberg is free from reliving his own death. Ethan has gained a companion. He may very well be the last thing holding the tatters of Ethan's sanity together.

     "Of course you are, idiot." Heisenberg says. He looks over at Ethan, checks him over with a glance. Ethan must sound truly pathetic if Heisenberg is concerned. "We already shook on it and everything."

    or: ethan sacrifices himself to save rose. he ends up back in the factory with heisenberg, again and again and again, until he gets it right.

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    19 May 2025

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    Short but sweet Groundhog Day esque fic. Heisenberg starts remembering half way through

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    "This time, do it right. This time Eddie won’t bleed out in his arms, in anyone’s arms. This time, Steve will do it right."

    — or, steve relives the day they try to kill vecna over and over, and eddie just can't seem to stop dying. steve finds this totally unacceptable.

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    04 Dec 2023

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    Screaming, crying, throwing up. It’s almost 2024 why did I torture myself with this. 10/10 would not read it again for my own wellbeing

    6/14/24 Downloading it to read again on the plane. Maybe not a good idea. :3

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    Michael Afton falls in a ball pit while trying to put his father down for good.
    When the hell did he wake up in the the 1950s and become William Afton's imaginary friend?

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    Michael Afton accidentally travels back in time and tries to stop his father from becoming the man behind the slaughter.
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    CONTENT WARNING: This fic gets very dark at times. Though there are definitely fun, light moments, the dark stuff can get graphic/explicit. This includes instances of: Child abuse, abuse, neglect, suicide ideation, suicide attempts, panic attacks, self-harm, dissociation, depressive episodes, graphic violence, murder, manic episodes, (drug-induced) hallucinations, depictions of PTSD, depression, anxiety, BPD and bipolar disorder, (reference to (but never depicted)) grooming, as well as use of drugs and alcohol, and explicit language. Please proceed w/ this information.

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    23 Jul 2022

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    Best thing I have ever read. Finished in only two sleepless nights.
    I think it made me have an anxiety attack /srs but it was the best story to ever Grace me. It is not currently finished while I’m writing this but it’s close and that terrifies me. This author scares me /hj

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    “Would the honorable Mobei-Jun agree?”

    “WHAT!?”

    There’s a loud crash, and everyone’s attention instantly flicks over to Shang Qinghua standing off the side. He seems to have dropped some large platter of something - he should not be doing something so lowly as serving things, he’s not a servant any longer. But it is very typical of him to mindlessly reach out and start doing whatever unfinished tasks he sees before him, grumbling all the while as if someone is forcing him into it. Right now, he looks gobsmacked. Pale and wide eyed and gaping in shock, looking shaken to his core.

    “Marriage!?” Shang Qinghua demands, his voice high and strangled.

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    Several misunderstandings happen in a row.

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    05 Mar 2025