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    Oda is not stupid.
    He knows that Dazai is touch-starved. Knows that Dazai is touch-averse.
    His guess is that when Dazai has been touched, it has not been kindly. Dazai flinches from touch, but he seems starved for it.

    (or: Dazai has a habit of turning up on Oda’s doorstep after his failed suicide attempts, and Oda figures out pretty quickly how desperately the loser needs touch even if he dissociates every single time it happens. Oda doesn’t really care how long it takes for Dazai to learn that not all touch is scary.)

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    “Idiot,” he hissed. “Did you do this to yourself?” The question wasn’t one because both of them knew the answer. Cautiously, as if giving the other the chance to stop him, he reached out and uncovered his left wrist as well. It was in worse condition than the other one — it even had new wounds on it—, probably because Dazai was right-handed.

    Chuuya covered and let go of Dazai’s arms. “Give me your knife,” he ordered, holding one hand up expectantly. “Don’t even try,” he interrupted when he saw the other open his mouth to deny he had such a thing with him.

    The brunet reluctantly took the knife out of his coat and handed it to him.

    “Thanks. Now give me mine back, too.”

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    “Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Dazai ends up in a coma after his most serious suicide attempt yet. He has left three letters, one of them being for Chuuya.

    Sitting at the bedside of his comatose body, Chuuya tries to understand.

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    Dazai is falling. In the orange glow of sunrise, the waves of his hair are fanning around him, and his dark eyes are wide with fear and shock, his hand outstretched towards Chuuya. His bandages are unravelling all around him in the wind.

    Chuuya is not even thinking anymore. All he can see is that hand reaching for him as he launches off against the balustrade and falls after him.

    He uses his ability to make himself heavier, his own drop faster, his hand reaching for Dazai right back.

    It's only when he catches Dazai in his arms, holding his head tight against his own shoulder and trying to fly back up that he remembers; this won't work.

    He must have been really out of his mind to have forgotten it at all.

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    It is almost instinct to hold your loved ones close and keep them safe.

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    Tecchou’s extra clingy after Jouno nearly died.

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