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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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- Part 1 of all lights turned off can be turned on
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14 Mar 2026
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Push the Button by Flamingbluepanda
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
24 Nov 2025
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In January of 2024, Dan and Phil posted a would you push the button video featuring a question with some surprisingly deep connotations.
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10 Mar 2026
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Another red light.
“Ilya?” Shane leans closer this time, brushing his knuckles lightly against Ilya’s jaw.
“Where does it hurt?” His voice is tight, urgent. “Talk to me.”
No answer.
Ilya’s head has tipped toward the window again. His lashes rest against fever-flushed skin, cheeks burning red under the passing streetlights. His breathing is too shallow — each inhale catching faintly at the end like it hurts to pull air in.
“Ilya?” Shane presses. “Hey. Tell me where it hurts.”
Nothing. The silence slams into him.
“Fuck—” His hand tightens on Ilya’s thigh. He gives it a firmer shake. “Fuck, fuck, fuck. No. Ilya. Hey.”Ilya doesn’t get sick often.
But when he does, it’s never small.
Fever is the one thing that can kill him.
He knows it. The doctors know it. The ER staff knows it.
Shane doesn’t.
And Ilya would like to keep it that way.Bookmarked by Ellieraeee
08 Mar 2026
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don't blame me, love made me crazy by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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hollanov’s third 🧚
@hollanovoodoo
so….did anyone see the way shane had to be held back on the bench when ilya got hit…i don’t think i’ve ever seen him that mad….wanda v
@hellorhighwater
montreal’s really done it now i hope they’re scared for their livesreagan 𓂀
@shilya_hollanov
his face when the refs called double minor….i fear we’re gonna see a shane hollander we’ve NEVER seen before in the last periodOr, Shane Hollander plays Montreal for the first time since becoming a Centaur. It goes about as well as he expects.
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- Part 2 of look, you made me something vicious
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03 Mar 2026
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“Ilya’s still getting used to having a hairless cat but I think they’ll work it out soon.”
Just between Pork and himself, Shane hoped they never did. It always made for a memorable sight to see Ilya hide behind Anya as the cat hissed at him from the corner.
“That’s great, you both are doing perfect. We’re going to let the first few dogs in now, don’t worry if they run off, just make sure to listen for the questions.”
A moment later, Shane and Ilya were attacked at full-speed by three overexcited puppies, all determined to crawl over the hockey players at various angles.
Ilya laughed, truly giddy by how closely one of them resembled his Anya when he rescued her. Witnessing two of the dogs climb over Shane made his heart ache, wishing he could snap a photo to save as his iPhone’s wallpaper.
Or, the Buzzfeed Puppy Interview with the NHL’s newest married players — Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.
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24 Feb 2026
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My babe would never fret none
about what my hands or my body done
if the lord don’t forgive me
I’d still have my baby and my babe would have meor
Ilya is having a bad night. Shane is there for him.
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13 Feb 2026
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Daniel in the Den by gaydreaming
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
05 Feb 2026
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On the good days, Dan can acknowledge that he’s doing well, in the grand scheme of things.
When he’s in the pit, though, the darkness swallows him whole. He scrambles around blindly but all he can feel are the walls that he can’t climb. It’s as true now as it was ten years ago: when he’s living through the worst of it, it’s nearly impossible for him to understand that as things get worse, so too will they get better.
But just like ten years ago, always, in that darkness, there’s Phil.
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or:
It's 2026, and Dan Howell has everything he only ever dared to dream about. He also still has depression, and days where nothing makes sense.
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05 Feb 2026
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A Little Fall of Rain by olivermirror
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
04 Feb 2026
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Dan stands up too quickly and faints. That's fine, it happens, he knows how to deal with it.
This time, he hits his head.
And Phil, who does not know that head wounds generally tend to bleed like a faucet regardless of severity, freaks the hell out.
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05 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander loves a plan. Unfortunately, all of his are falling apart, and on the day before hockey camps are set to start.
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- Part 1 of Moving Forward
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04 Feb 2026
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“I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.
He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.
Maybe things could have been different.
Maybe things could still be different.
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or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.
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03 Feb 2026
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Dan and Phil have a cozy winter visit with the Lesters after tour. They get a little tipsy and sweet. <3
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31 Dec 2025
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i swear to god (when i said it, i thought it was true) by gaydreaming
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
19 Dec 2025
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"Dan never envisioned himself being married.
He also never envisioned himself being openly gay, carrying a sign down the street at a pride parade, living alongside his soulmate for sixteen years and counting, building a house, taking control of his mental health, or amassing an audience of millions. Et cetera, et cetera. It feels like it might be beyond time for Dan to accept that his life has turned out to be so much more than he ever thought it could."
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Or: the Hard Launch gives Dan the opportunity to think about the future in a way he never has before. Cue, the phengagement.
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22 Dec 2025
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the other bed by postapologetic
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
11 Dec 2025
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When Phil wakes up alone in bed, he ventures down the hall looking for Dan.
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- Part 3 of slice of phlife
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12 Dec 2025
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Miss Missing You by Flamingbluepanda
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
11 Dec 2025
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Dan's home from tour, and Phil has missed him
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12 Dec 2025
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I can Hear the Bells by Flamingbluepanda
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
17 Nov 2025
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“Yeah,” Dan said, suddenly confident. “Yeah, I do. Would you want to marry me?”
“... you sack of shit.”
… okay, that was not the expected response.Bookmarked by Ellieraeee
08 Dec 2025
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they arrive in the philippines. dans blood sugar has other plans
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06 Dec 2025
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breakfast in bed by dipnpip
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
16 Nov 2025
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a sweet morning in <3
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16 Nov 2025
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There's A Man in the Room by starsforpheal
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
03 Nov 2025
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In honour of episode 1 of the Hard Launch podcast (albeit 3 weeks after..) here's a silly little thing I wrote,, enjoy the fluff !!
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08 Nov 2025
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“Now. On a scale of one to ten, how are we feeling?” Phil said pragmatically.
“Seven. Still might vomit or shit myself.”
“Ok, seven is alright.”
“Do you think we’ve been meme’d yet? Or cancelled?”
“Meme’d yes. Cancelled, no.” Phil said calmly. He pressed his cheek to the top of Dan’s head. Silence fell for a long minute.
“How about now?”
"Daniel."
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25 Oct 2025
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Remember I Love You by Boddlecaps
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF), dan and phil, Phan
18 Oct 2025
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Dan leaves for his tour, and despite Phil being proud, it's a hell of a lot lonelier at home without his partner. In an attempt to bring levity to the situation, Dan leaves Phil notes. Everywhere.
Set in 2022 right when Dan leaves for WAD.Bookmarked by Ellieraeee
24 Oct 2025