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I’ve waited all my life (for a love like this) by sunnydiaz for eddiediazdefender
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Oct 2025
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One thing about Eddie Diaz is that he does not believe in the universe, destiny, fate, or whatever you like to call it. Especially when it comes to love. He did once and learned his lesson the hard way. No amount of every pot has a lid; you’ll find someone when you stop looking, or other platitudes from his Abuela could ever change his mind. And trust him at almost 45, he’s heard a lot.
So yeah, with a failed marriage, two disastrous (straight) relationships, a whole bunch of (gay) first dates, and one glorious (but very short) gay relationship under his belt, Eddie Diaz does not believe in fate.
That is, until he crosses paths with one Evan Buckley on a bright Tuesday morning, some time in February.
It goes something like this.or
Eddie and Buck meet in their forties and get together
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25 Jan 2026
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Lieutenant Commander Evan Buckley has survived war zones, covert missions, and enough explosions to fill a lifetime—but nothing prepared him for Staff Sergeant Eddie Diaz, the army medic with a sharp tongue and zero regard for rank.
They clash, they fight, they bleed—and somewhere between they start to fall. Slowly. Stupidly. Against all odds. Because in a world where every second counts, love is the one thing they never trained for.
Sergeant Eddie Diaz didn’t look up until he heard boots and yelling.
“Careful!” he said, deadpan, as the team deposited Buck—still resisting—onto the cot. “We wouldn’t want to bruise his ego any further.”
“You’re the medic?” Buck growled, glaring up at the man with messy curls and sharp eyes.
“No,” Eddie replied dryly, pulling on gloves. “I’m the fairy godmother. You got a wish?”
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22 Jan 2026
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Buck is hired by Shannon Diaz to look after her son, while she goes to Texas to take care of her sick mother. Everything is fine, until Mr Diaz returns to LA.
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19 Jan 2026
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When Buck falls from a parking structure during a high-stakes rescue, Eddie is left to grapple with the sudden, crushing loss of the one person he never fully understood he loved. Stranded in El Paso with only Chris for company, Eddie finds himself unable to reach anyone from the 118—Bobby, Hen, Chim, Maddie—all of them silent, leaving him to face the weight of Buck’s death alone.
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18 Jan 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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10 Jan 2026