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- Wanna One (Band) (1)
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Too Far Apart by Hime_sama
Fandoms: NU'EST, Produce 101 (TV), Wanna One (Band), HOTSHOT (Band)
21 Jun 2017
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Minhyun can't sleep no matter how hard he tries because every time he closes his eyes, he sees Dongho and Minki with the tears in their eyes and his Onibugi who he never got to confess to. The distance between them was too much to bear.
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Changkyun was finally going to debut in the new group but he thinks everyone hates him, and the loneliness begins to eat away at his heart. Basically this is just fluff between Changkyun/everyone in Monsta X.
OMG I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING PLS BE NICE
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the trials and tribulations of love languages by moonlightdances
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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Every single example online of the love languages could fit Ilya to some degree – Shane had never thought about it before, but now that he knew, it was a problem that he didn’t know Ilya’s. He already wasn’t fluent in Russian, despite his attempt at learning, and he refused to be behind on another of Ilya’s languages.
Shane looked down at Ilya, still passed out asleep in his arms, and nodded to himself, ready to run a series of experiments until he found what worked for Ilya.
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Bookmarked by Hime_sama
13 Jan 2026
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you make it so easy (to fall so hard) by brunettereader
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.
So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.
But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.
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Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.
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Bookmarked by Hime_sama
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya feels like he knows everything and nothing about Shane at once. He's a child of Nike, his team always wins Capture-the-flag, he's still in touch with his biological father, and he's obscenely lucky.
What he doesn't know, is if Shane is the best or the worst person to quest with.
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Aristotle's qualifications for a Greek tragedy include dianoia (thought and introspection) and opsis (spectacle and performance). Shane and Ilya bring both to the table.Series
- Part 1 of hollanov aus
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you’d been born to bleed, little soldier by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Dec 2025
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“Ilya,” he whispers. “I want this. I want to know when you’re hurting and when things are hard, because I want you. I want you when you’re sad, and lonely, and messy-“
“-you hate mess,” Ilya teases, drawing a hard-earned smile out of Shane.
“But I love you.”
(Or the argument in The Long Game, rewritten.)
Bookmarked by Hime_sama
10 Dec 2025
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Ricky gets invited to a wedding and meets the resident sunshine puppy boy Kim Gyuvin who he’s constantly heard about through mutual friends.
He doesn’t think anything of it. It doesn’t matter at all.
Until it does.
Alternatively: Ricky and Gyuvin keep meeting each other over the course of four weddings. Falling in love comes way too easily.

