HollandersAutism
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“A sickly dwarf sunflower in a pot.
Welcomed him home every day when everyone else did not.
Ever since he left high school,
it's been that faded color.It has been 4 years since he left Seido in the past,
And each year the flower would barely last.
Looking at it now he thinks it should be dead,
its flower is so low it nearly touches the dirt bed.But he kept watering and waiting,
ignoring how much he sweat.
It reminds him of many things,
that he'd rather not forget.It was a gift he received out of the blue,
right after his graduation.
"You better keep this until my debut!"
so he pushed through his frustration.He took care of that flower,
no matter where he caught.
Because every day that flower would greet him,
when everyone else did not.” -
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“If you’re the king that rules the court… I’ll have to defeat you, and be the last one standing. I promise I’ll defeat you. Even if it takes me ten years, or twenty years, I will.”
“You plan on playing on the same level as me, then.”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“Even if I’m the best in Japan, or the whole world?”
“O-of course!”
A life-time promise is finally fulfilled.
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rimming becomes him by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.
He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.
Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.
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01 Jun 2026
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The Centaurs Who Cried Homophobe by scintaellating
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is nothing if not determined to walk each of the million steps to the plan Shane has come up with to bring them to their much sought-after Happily Ever After. Unfortunately for him, his reputation precedes him, and it's harder to integrate to his new team than he thought it would be. Maybe it's him, maybe only one Canadian was born with the misfortune of being able to love him, or maybe, he hopes, he just needs to give it more time.
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A series of misunderstandings, a bar fight, a trip to jail, and outing oneself under duress, all in the name of love.
Featuring Luca Haas' attempts to meddle, a healthy dose of Russian diminutives, and of course, the Scott Hunter of it all.
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- Part 1 of The Cens, The Ilya, and The Shane
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21 May 2026
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"It had never really been in Ilya’s plans to start a Youtube channel for paranormal investigation..."
Ilya Rozanov, the playboy darling of the oft-forgotten ECHL who never quite lived up to his full potential, spends the off-season hunting ghosts with his teammates Bood and Troy. When they dare to investigate the tragic ruins of NHL legend Shane Hollander's former cottage, they are expecting to be confronted by a cursed haunting, a vengeful demon, or at the very least... some entertaining Youtube-worthy content. What Ilya is not expecting, however, is to form an inexplicable bond with the ghost of a hot hockey player and discover that nothing (literally nothing at all) is quite as it seems.
OR; Shane is a ghost, Ilya can see dead people, and it's entirely possible that they once knew each other in a past life.
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17 May 2026
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You've got mail by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov collection
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15 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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13 May 2026