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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    "How about you elaborate on what you mentioned last time? The kind of...illness idealisation? Linked to flowers, is that it?"

    Ivan almost sighs again. He shouldn't have brought up his delire, he knows she won't understand the sick pleasure he gets from it. She'll say he needs to find better coping mecanisms, and she'll be right, but Ivan wants to hold to it for a second.

    "When did this start again ?" She asks, and Ivan takes time to consider it. Since when did the morbid obsession settled in his mind, filling his dreams with suffocations and blood-tasting petals ?

    To deal with his feelings, Ivan starts picturing a fake Hanahahi’s disease in his lungs.

    Or : damaged individuals learning to manage their communication issues and sometimes, survive them

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    22 Dec 2025

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    THIS WAS SO PEAK. PEAK FICTION.

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    18 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    The familiar smell of hot June air fills his lungs. Dazai can smell flowers.

    Happy birthday, Dazai Osamu! Yeah. I did it.

    A fic where Dazai has way too much pain associated with his birthday and will do anything to avoid it.

    Don’t worry, it has a happy ending! Seriously, PLEASE read the tags. I didn’t mean for this to get as heavy as it did, but the fic kinda wrote itself.

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    24 May 2025

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    LITERALLY SO GOOD WHAT. This is exactly how I feel and it’s so accurate and I will be returning.

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Looking at their relationship, an outsider might mistake Dazai for the sexual explorer, but that just wouldn't be true. Out of the two of them, Chuuya was forever the kinkier of the two.

    Kinktober Prompt: Medical Roleplay
    Goretober Prompt: Gut Spill

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    04 Feb 2025

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    Inspiration for fics!!! :3

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I miss you” Dazai said honestly before his brain could stop his mouth. Which was rare for the genius. Since he always planned every last thing that came out of his mouth down to the last detail. But rare sides of osamu’s personality tended to show whenever it came to chuuya. That’s just how it always was.

    “…I miss you too, I guess. I’ll make you some crab and…lay with you in bed as long as you like when I get back alright?” Dazai could tell the red headed man on the other end was flustered. Dazai could picture his red face and it made him want to laugh.

    Or chuuya is away on a mission for five days and dazai doesn’t know what to do with himself

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    10 Aug 2024

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    IM CRYING AND SOBBING BECAUSE THIS IS WAY TOO WHOLSEOME I CANT