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Right as she was about to give up, turn around and head home with her tail between her legs, the door opened with a loud clunk while Lottie still stood there,weakly glaring at the callbox, finger halfway to the button with Scatorccio scribbled next to it, and glanced over to see that the blonde had froze midstep at the sight of her.
“Lottie, hi.” She said unable to hide the surprise in her voice, the sentence ending more high pitched, almost like a question.
Lottie cleared her throat and dropped her hand once she noticed she was probably doing a pretty good ET impersonation with her pointer finger still lifted and hovering over the button to the buzzer. “Nat, hi. I just uh… wanted to come see you, talk to you for a minute.”
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Lottie has secretly been in love with Nat for years. When Nat spends the holiday away from her for the first time since they were 18, Lottie decides it's time to tell her.
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12 Jan 2026
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“Turn me back. Please, please, Carol. Please, I want to go back!”
Carol reaches for Zosia, then doesn’t.
“I don’t think that’s possible,” she says.
Or: One more take on deplurb’d Zosia for your reading pleasure :)
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09 Jan 2026
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“There's nothing wrong with you, Carol.”
She emphasized the word ‘nothing’ as hard as she could. She wanted – needed – so badly for Carol to believe her. Carol sat back up, facing Zosia, who was still kneeling in front of her.
“Then why can't I ever be enough?”After the events of the finale, Carol surrenders into a pit of depression that worries Manousos enough to ask the enemy for help.
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30 Dec 2025
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Carol Sturka, a novelist and English professor, struggles with grief and isolation after the death of her wife. Upon her return to work, Carol discovers she is now forced to share her classroom with Zosia Rybak, an ESL instructor. Initially resentful, Carol learns that Zosia admires her writing and specifically requested to work with her. Time heals, and even though Carol's wounds are deep, she learns that there's something still left for her to pursue.
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17 Dec 2025
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Carol drew near and loomed over the unresisting woman. Zosia’s eyes, delicate and expectant, looked up at her. She looked tall from down here. Imposing, even. It was apt for a personality as big as hers. The world shrank under the weight of it.
“Zosia,” Carol said. Slow, like she was pronouncing it for the first time. “Do you know that you’re pretty?”
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or: What if Zosia interrupted Carol's Thiopental vlog? A variation on 1x04 from Zosia's POV.
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podfic length - 19:30
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08 Dec 2025
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Carol drew near and loomed over the unresisting woman. Zosia’s eyes, delicate and expectant, looked up at her. She looked tall from down here. Imposing, even. It was apt for a personality as big as hers. The world shrank under the weight of it.
“Zosia,” Carol said. Slow, like she was pronouncing it for the first time. “Do you know that you’re pretty?”
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or: What if Zosia interrupted Carol's Thiopental vlog? A variation on 1x04 from Zosia's POV.
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08 Dec 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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- 7/7
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11 Nov 2025
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i've been changed (yes really changed) by GleefullyWicked, Little_Ditty
Fandoms: Teenage Bounty Hunters (TV)
02 Aug 2021
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With John Stevens out of prison, Dana Culpepper in prison, Sterling dealing with an identity crisis, April dealing with a boyfriend crisis, and Blair dealing with everyone else, surely there's no way Willingham's production of Jesus Christ Superstar can go off without a hitch. Especially not with the ever-present tension between the assistant director and the female lead.
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- Part 1 of The Wonderous and Epic Life of Stepril
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- 18/18
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26 Oct 2025
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Of course, Natalie had always thought Lottie was pretty. More on an intellectual level. Shit, it was just a fact. But the way her dark curls framed her jaw and neck… Well, the sight had suddenly grown interesting. Interesting and previously unnoticed. And now, like the memory of their encounter in the washroom, it was stirring something in Natalie she hadn’t realized was there.
// OR: The one where Nat and Lottie catch feelings in the wilderness, and it's everyone's problem. (But mostly theirs.)
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- Part 1 of play god and destroy the world
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- 13/13
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29 Sep 2025
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Natalie likes Travis. At least, she thinks she does, up until a series of encounters leaves her questioning just what it is she's feeling for him. Is this how relationships are supposed to be? Do Van and Tai feel this way about each other? And where exactly does the enigma that is Lottie Matthews fit into this whole fucked up constellation?
(Or: it's hard to hide from yourself out in the wilderness. Better bundle up for a long winter.)
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29 Sep 2025
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Five months into living with her fellow survivor of the Flight 2525 plane crash, Natalie starts to question whether her attachment to her roommate runs deeper than trauma-bonded friendship. If only her own penchant for bad timing didn't make it so hard to sleep with said roommate.
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- Part 2 of Life's Long Night is Ended
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29 Sep 2025
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“For the last fucking time, Matthews, I am not goth!”
or, charlotte “lottie” matthews, the campus serial heartbreaker, loses a bet and has to prove that she can make any girl in uni fall in love or sleep with her and her bumbling idiot friends choose natalie scatorccio, her estranged high school crush, with whom she had an unacknowledged homoerotic friendship.
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“I bet my dignity that I can beat your asses in beer pong, just me, solo.”
And that was how Charlotte Matthews got her ass colossally served to her by who she thought were her brothers (or sisters) in arms, Tai and Van.
What she wasn’t prepared for was what followed.
“Alright, Matthews. Since you oh so humbly bet your dignity, we dare you to either sleep with or successfully get into a relationship with a girl on campus of our choosing.” Van trailed off, while she raised her eyebrows.
“This is what the big deal is all about?”
“Well, yes!” Taissa proudly puffed her chest. “Because we chose Nat.”
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- 5/5
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11 Sep 2025
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Lottie only has one goal: get through senior year and escape Wiskayok for college without thinking too much about Natalie Scatorccio. But when she starts coughing up flowers, avoiding her becomes a lot harder, derailing her plans.
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08 Sep 2025
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Ava likes to think of herself as adaptable. When the opportunity for a little alone time with Beatrice presents itself, she’d be crazy not to take advantage.
So, here she is, sitting on the very library table that started it all, once again coaxing her dear reluctant girlfriend into a little fooling around.
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- Part 2 of Hickey AU
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- English
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- 22,379
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- 4/4
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05 Sep 2025
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Lottie has her driver’s license for two and a half weeks before she totals her brand new Audi.
(you know, that age-old trope of 'friends to carpoolers to lovers' come on, you know the trope, it's great)
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- 2/2
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05 Sep 2025
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for a few months during their senior year, natalie lives at lottie matthews’ house. they don’t tell anyone, and between the two of them, they don’t talk about it that much. but for those few months, life isn't so fucking bleak anymore.
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- 5/5
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03 Sep 2025
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On the edge of a half-forgotten field, Natalie Scatorccio meets Lottie Matthews in a way that feels more like a dream than a beginning.
Lottie is everything Nat isn’t—bright, composed, magnetic—but underneath, both of them are quietly unravelling. Natalie numbs everything she can’t outrun. Lottie tries to stay luminous while her mind flickers and drifts. Neither of them knows how to talk about what’s real. But somehow, they still manage to understand each other—in sideways glances, shared silences, and the soft rhythm of passing a ball across a field no one else bothers with.
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Two emotionally unstable girls kick a soccer ball, share a cigarette, and accidentally start a situationship they both pretend isn’t happening.
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31 Aug 2025
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“We make a good team,” Lottie says, and Nat might be drunk but she’s not drunk enough to miss the way Lottie’s eyes flicker down to her mouth. “We should do this more often.”
Nat snorts. “Right. Whatever, Matthews. Never going to happen.”
“Okay,” Lottie says, tilting her head to the side with an eerily all-knowing smile. “If you say so.”
Lottie gives Nat another blatantly obvious once-over before turning on her heel and walking away, stupid tiny skirt swishing around her thighs, and Nat is reminded all over again of the fact that Lottie Matthews, in addition to being a frat girl and the most obnoxious person alive, is also on the University of Wiskayok’s soccer team, and the proof is right there in front of her.
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30 Aug 2025
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It’s never good when a Yellowjacket is in a bad mood. It’s even worse when multiple turn up with murder in their eyes.
Nat knows there’s a reason why they're as good as they are, and it’s not because they sit around in flower fields, braiding daisies into each other's hair.
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- Part 1 of twg
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30 Aug 2025
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"Are you here because you want to be?" Lottie asks, fingers dancing up Natalie's sides. "Or is it because Travis ignored your calls again?”
It starts because Shauna needs to make sure no one finds out about what happened out there. It continues because… well, Natalie’s trying to figure that out.
Or, Natalie visits Lottie throughout the years after rescue.
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24 Aug 2025