19 Bookmarks by Jennem

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    Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.

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    “I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”

    “Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”

    “Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.

    He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.

    The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.

    But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.

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    What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    It was the second meeting between the Centaurs and the Voyagers since it all went down. Since the accidental video, the wedding, the trade. Everything. Their last game, at home in Ottawa, had been unremarkable. Cold and awkward for the most part, but nothing noteworthy. Tonight had been the same so far.

    ***

    One shot on goal was blocked and the follow-up smothered. Play came to a halt and, as the skaters turned to reset, the crowd fell silent. Ilya was still down. The hit was a bit awkward, but still so normal, so routine, that no one expected an injury. Even Shane hadn’t felt the need to watch his husband and make sure he was okay.

     

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    Post TLG. Tried to stick to book characters over show characters.

    Takes place first season that Shane and Ilya are on the Centaurs together. Ilya is injured in a game against the Voyagers, and the pair navigates another injury in the spotlight, but without having to hide.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.

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    Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:

    “Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”

    The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.

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    15/?
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    19 Jan 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Jaime keeps taking Brienne to bed, and Brienne keeps letting him.

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    10 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    Part 3 of the Alternate Universe Series. Remington and Laura 'cross the line' while in London, giving rise to the Mr. & Mrs. Steele feeling of Season 4.

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    28 Nov 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    “Bonds” was brutal to the Laura/Remington relationship. How do they come back from that? Set post-Bonds and ignores the fifth season, except for one little bit at the end. (Sorry about the title. It made me giggle more than it should.)

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    25 Nov 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    A collection of season 4 episodes detailing the progress of Laura and Remington's relationship.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    A season 3 fix it, as I was disappointed in the lack of Polin and some of the ways Colin was portrayed.

    ***Spoilers for Season 3 eps***

    Starting from the end of episode 2, with mostly Colin POV.

    Justice for Colin “my wife” Bridgerton!!!

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    02 Jul 2024

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    When Portia Featherington discovers that Penelope and Colin Bridgerton have been secretly corresponding, she insists they marry immediately. Despite their friendship and the innocent nature of their letters, there is no alternative.

    Arranged marriage fic where they start as friends.

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    23 Jun 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 83

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    'So many vows...they make you swear and swear. Defend the king. Obey the king. Keep his secrets. Do his bidding. Your life for his. But obey your father. Love your sister. Protect the innocent. Defend the weak. Respect the gods. Obey the laws. It's too much. No matter what you do, you're forsaking one vow or the other.'
    Sacrifices have to be made.
    Choices lived with.
    Is the price worth paying?
    Is forgiveness possible?
    Brienne and Jaime must reconcile to making impossible choices and live with the consequences that follow.

    *I finally updated!*
    * it's been a while 😬🫣*

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    27/?
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    07 Dec 2023

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    Jaime finally comprehending the source of the rope burn on Brienne's neck asked, “What have you done?”

    “Jaime, I’m sorry....” she said her voice mournful and blue eyes watering.

    A woman so slight in figure it could not be believed emerged from the thicket of brush, along with several men, all armed. The woman was hooded, but Jaime recognized her.

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    04 Dec 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 91

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    When Brienne falls terribly ill with a obscure sickness one day after returning Jaime to King's Landing, it's up to him to save her, regardless of the method or cost.

    *diverges from show canon after 4x01

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    01 Dec 2023

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    As soon as Catelyn dispatches Jaime with Brienne to King's Landing, the road trip takes a turn when Jaime manages to overpower the wench and take her hostage.

    Roles are reversed and they continue their journey to King's Landing, this time on his terms.

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    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
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    102
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    27,128

    20 Nov 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 40

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    What if Jaime didn't make it very far when he rode away from Winterfell during S8 Ep. 4? What if he received some intervention, some tough love, and another chance?

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
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    40
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    9,034

    20 Nov 2023

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    don't read this

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    2,817
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    486
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    62,050

    20 Nov 2023

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