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Atsumu hates feelings. Hates them.
Hates them so much he gingerly carves a special place in his heart, bleeding, just for them.
He hopes, or rather—wishes, pleadingly, it wasn’t always this way. That at least at one point in his miserable long life, he felt an ounce of carefree silly happiness, the stuff of kids giggles and bashful smiles.
But how can he bring himself to remember crooked grins and unruly laughter and untroubled days when blood is seeping out his heart, dripping down his suit, and staining his fingers?
How can he live when Sakusa’s arm is around someone else’s?
or... Sakusa and Atsumu broke up a couple weeks ago and Sakusa brought a new date to a banquet and they kinda hate each other but dont :)
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A fic where rich boy Sakusa blows off steam by getting heroin from the drug dealer Atsumu.
“First time I’ve seen an addict in action, in like a while,” he says casually, as if it’s totally normal for him to be staring at Sakusa like a creep.
“Don’t you have someplace to be?” Sakusa asks. And I’m not an addict,” he adds, holding onto the little pride he has left.
“Nah, drug dealers have plenty of free time,” he tells Sakusa, sitting down on the road in front of him, smiling. “And if yer not an addict, it’s news to me. I mean ya practically grabbed the baggie out of my hands with yer claws.”
Sakusa scoffs, repulsed at the childish behavior. “I literally did not.”
“Ya literally did.”’
“Considering the fact that you demanded you have the money beforehand and then dropped the heroin on the floor for me to pick up, I think we can conclude I didn’t.”
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“Atsumu-san’s just realised he likes Sakusa-san,” Shouyou says simply, as though announcing the weather.
“Ahh,” Bokuto nods sagely, standing up straight and nodding his head, as though this is a perfectly normal thing to hear and not monumental in any way.
“'Ahh?'” Atsumu protests indignantly. “What do ya mean ‘ahh?’”
“We were wondering when you were going to notice,” Bokuto shrugs, and Atsumu gawps at him.
“'Scuse me?” he splutters, and whips his gaze around to Shouyou, who bobs his head at him in confirmation.
“How did you two notice before I did?” Atsumu blurts out.
"Most people do," Shouyou says softly.
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In which Atsumu develops something annoying, like feelings for a teammate, but at least he has a couple of wingmen and Tobio's seemingly infinite resources to help him out.
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19 May 2026
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Hinata wore a sinfully skin tight dri-fit showing off all his muscles while showing none of it and Bokuto just straight up went topless. Then Miya arrived at the camp in a muscle tee, the arm holes so low he could feel Miya’s obliques, like he had some sort of horny 3d glasses on.
Tl;dr: Somehow, all of his teammates decided to be walking thirst traps for their camping trip, and Sakusa is too gay for this shit.
MSBY goes camping and Sakusa is decidedly too gay to function. So, of course, he has to share a tiny, cramped tent with Miya Atsumu for the night. What could possibly go wrong?
— Bottsumu Week 2021 Day 3: Thighs
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17 May 2026
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Atsumu winds his arms around Kiyoomi’s waist and tucks his face between his shoulder blades. God, it has really been so long, long enough that Kiyoomi could pick that ridiculous nose out of a lineup of faces blindly, would know him by touch handless, could pick out his voice deaf, only fingers pressed to a vibrating throat. Long enough that he could believe someone would clutch him close and kiss his clothed shoulder for no reason other than to touch; to say, Here, I have been here. And here and here. I have graphed you. Because I love you, and you will change.
“Wow,” Kiyoomi muses, sliding Atsumu’s calculations closer. “Two times twenty-five is forty? Since when?”
“Shut up,” Atsumu groans, rocking them back and forth like a sugar-high child. “Shut up, shut up.”
(Or, exactly how love leaves you a puddle on this carpet-less floor because you’d rolled it up to dance.)
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17 May 2026
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Lovebug, Kiyoomi says, so Atsumu bites.
(Or, Miya Atsumu, and all the things a soulmate is.)
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4 Times Miya Atsumu Took a Shot + 1 Time He Didn't by YourLocalStressedPoet
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04 May 2026
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“Really, Samu.” Atsumu meets his twin’s stare. As familiar as the mirror. As warm as coming home. “Admit it. Yer bein’ sweet to me.”
Osamu shrugs. He pushes the glass into Atsumu’s hand.
“Don’t gotta take it if ya don’t wanna,” he says. “But I figured you’d need it. And I think I know ya pretty damn well by now.”
Miya Atsumu is not bothered by his occasionally very obvious and glaring character flaws. He is not an alcoholic. He knows this to be true about himself.
So, on the morning of his wedding, he begins the day with a shot of vodka.
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The wedding spin-off, as promised! This is an offshoot of "my name in your mouth", so it would be best to read that first to understand the universe and the references!
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- Part 3 of House of Cards