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    For the kinkmeme prompt:

    Paul hears on the grapevine (or directly from John) that John has a new love called David. Obviously he’s not going to give John the satisfaction of asking about him, but all he hears is how complete John’s life is with David in it, and how John only wants to share his bed with David from now on. Turns out David is a cat, but Paul doesn’t know that.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “When I was fifteen I was thinking, ‘If only I can get out of Liverpool and be famous and be rich, wouldn’t it be great?’ I was always thinking I was going to be a famous artist. And possibly I’d have to marry a very rich old lady, or man, to look after me while I did my art.” John Lennon, 1975

    An AU in which John pursues art (with the help of someone to look after him), Paul pursues music and the two of them meet in the middle.

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    When he’s two years old, the first color Paul learns is yellow.

    Yellow is the sun, bright and big in the sky. It’s the color of the cat that sits in the garden and the daffodils that grow in the grass that the cat likes to stretch out on. It’s the color of the walls at his auntie’s house and the color of the little sweets he likes so much. Most importantly, yellow is the color of the dress his mum likes to wear. She tells him this with a sweet voice, petting his hair, pointing out everything in the room that’s yellow.


    AKA an AU where you see in black & white until you touch your soulmate.

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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Paul waved a hand over John's eyes, then snapped twice, enough to startle him— John didn't budge. Not even after Paul touched and gently pulled at a strand of hair (to test his awareness, of course).

    Retreating, Paul felt another smile rise. Though they'd stayed at each other's frequently nowadays, he'd never known John talked in his sleep.

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    06 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Paul still had that dreadful little moustache, his dark hair curling over his collar, but he looked good. Relaxed, a bit sunburned. Annoyingly fucking fit, if John was being very honest with himself, which he was really trying to be, these days.

     

    "Paul and Linda were going to New Orleans to record the Venus and Mars album," May recalled. "And John found out they would be there. He made plans to surprise them down there. He was in a great mood and he really missed Paul."

     

    1975. The trip to New Orleans that never happened.

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    05 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 45

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    During their 1965 filming of Help, John learns something about Paul's devotion

    Paul likes the attention, craves it, John knows, though he’ll never be able to get Paul to admit to it. Like a show dog, he thinks as Paul stumbles on the snow again, scowling and waiting to be collected up by one of the crew, wrapped up in his black furs and snow boots. It’s greedy, really. Someone should put him in his place, train him to behave better.

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    04 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    John had never considered Paul to be cute.

    There were many words for describing Paul’s looks, but despite what all the fans and magazines and journalists and even their own movie had insisted on, John had never for once thought of Paul as “the cute one”.

    That all changed one unforgettable day in the sheltering Alps.

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    02 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    John and Paul get together to see if they still have the old magic.

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    01 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 30

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    In Hamburg, 1960, the rules are different.

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    01 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 45

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    A party at Cavendish, and Paul's reckless mood, leads John and Paul to an unexpected encounter.

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    31 Jan 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 77

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    “The girls have started calling Paul daddy, Eppy, what do you think of that?” John asks, cutting Brian off in that way he does, and it’s instant, the way Brian stumbles, blinks, flushes pink down his neck and across the long point of his nose. George presses his legs together, swallows, briefly contemplating tossing himself out the window to be pulled apart by the sea of girls outside, when Brian clears his throat.

    “Yes, well, Paul’s always been popular with the girls,” he says, then frowns over at George. “Haven’t you washed up yet?”

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    George and Paul have an Interaction that has many repercussions aka the breakdowns and blowjobs troika fic.

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    31 Jan 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 35

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    It’s a rarity, in a way most things have to be these days. 

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    31 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    June 19, 1963. 10:27 A.M.

    “Just a few more minutes,” Brian had insisted, as they’d all sat about NEMS forlornly waiting for John to arrive so they could all get in their car for London. “He’ll be here.”

    “He isn’t coming,” Paul had stated, low in his chair, entirely aware that everyone else also knew that to be true, but were simply waiting for him to say so.

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    The aftermath of a party gone wrong.

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    31 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    At the close of 1963, Paul needs to feel sure that his connection with John is still strong. Also, he can't stop staring at John's hands.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    It's 1971. After a business meeting, John and Paul decide to spend time with each other for a little longer.

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    16 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    Marianne threw her head back and laughed. All the provincial lads she'd met had, for the most part, defied every stereotype she'd been brought up to believe in; but then there was Paul, thick as a plank when it came to the ways of the world. Marianne had no doubt that he was a genius. She also sometimes felt she'd never met any boy stupider -- in a crowded field, as always, Paul excelled.

    "He wants to fuck you," she explained kindly. "I don't blame him. If you were my little bird, I'd fuck you too." 

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    It's the summer of 1967, Mick can't seem to stop turning up at Paul's house, John's just about had enough, and Marianne is endlessly astonished by Paul's capacity for self-delusion.

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    17 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 40

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    During a new area of study in John's art class, their instructor brings in a model named Paul to pose nude for their sketches. In no time at all, the older man has John suddenly arriving to class on time and showing greater interest in his work. And the flood of inspiration arrives just in time for the weekend of his art showcasing.

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    Thick-rimmed glasses high on his nose, he studies the threadlike arch of his eyebrows and scruffiness of his chubby cheeks. Line by line, he gives life to a black-and-white replica of the man posed in the middle of the room. Twice, their eyes meet over the beechwood frame of his easel and John has to ensure that the dip in his stomach didn’t find its way onto the paper as a glaring smudge.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    In the early days of the Beatles, Paul struggles to understand his relationship with John. Sure, they are best mates. And okay, they wanked together that one time, but that didn't mean anything, right? Probably better not to think too much about it.

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    15 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 97

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    Here they are on top of the world.

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    15 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    In the summer of 1971, during a rare few days off, Paul decides to come and see John in person. He's sure they can work things out. John isn't sure he agrees, but Paul is desperate to please.

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    11 Jan 2026

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