LetYourselfGo
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- Penny Dreadful (TV) (10)
- Actor RPF (5)
- RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF (3)
- Star Trek (3)
- Real Person Fiction (3)
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let it find you, let it undo by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), 20th Century CE RPF, Music RPF, musician
01 Feb 2026
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IN BED WITH THE MCLENNONS: Mr and Mr Lennon-McCartney talk about love and identities and family in the new era of queer acceptance and exploration, Rolling Stone, March 2025
"This latest era of JohnandPaul, as they often refer to themselves as, has been one of the most celebratory. As they've entered their 80s, it feels like the world is finally catching up with them. After decades of being staunch in their identities as a "mostly gay" neurodivergent man and his gender queer bisexual partner raising a family together, the latest generation, now able to live more loudly and proudly than ever, are idolizing them."
Non-linear narrative that weaves its way from 1958 to today, showing how their emotional and physical intimacy when they were younger and beyond shaped their sexuality and gender journeys, their families, their music and the world. Story will be updated every Sunday until finished. Each chapter can also be read as a one-shot.
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The Princess and The Huntress by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
12 Sep 2025
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This story begins as all good stories do…
Once upon a time there was a Princess and a Huntress who lived in a land outside of time. The Princess was brave, beautiful, but scared. The Huntress was also brave, beautiful but scared. It may seem like that’s where their similarities ended, for everything else about them appeared to be very different. But they would eventually find that they had more in common than either of them thought.
But in this story, you must ask yourself: which one is the Princess, and which one is the Huntress?
And what were they to learn from those others who looked exactly like them?
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The Dyke Before Christmas by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom
27 Sep 2023
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A Hallmark Christmas special through the minds of Trixie and Katya/the Brians because we love a predictable plot and we love a pun.
Katya is a high power and ruthless agent in Hollywood used to bullying studio execs and casting agents into giving her clients the best deal. But when her mother Bianca informs her that she's engaged to someone much younger than her she's forced to finally go back to the small town she grew up in to try and stop it. What she doesn't expect is the blonde bombshell Trixie teaching her that not everything there completely sucks and that maybe, just maybe, Katya might be capable of the one thing that scares her the most, falling in love.
A stand alone fic that can be read as part of my Lezzing Out universe.
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The Marriage Story by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, Actor RPF, Real Person Fiction, 21st Century CE RPF, Moving Parts
14 Sep 2023
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Behind every great drag queen duo are a couple of bald, emotional stunted homos using them to express their feelings. As Trixie and Katya settle into married life, the Brians start to figure out their shit and navigate the most fucked up foursome of idiots in love.
A series of stories set before, during and after my story 'Lezzing Out' of what was, is, will be and could have been. Each can be read separately as a stand alone story, presented non-chronologically but still with an intended order.
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Lezzing Out by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, Actor RPF, Real Person Fiction, Moving Parts, 21st Century CE RPF
29 Jun 2023
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"I saw Trixie and Katya together. Married.”
“Pretty sure David is exhausted enough with me, let alone a sister wife who sweats like a whore in church.”
“I have been a whore in church and I’m here to tell you the only sweating I was doing was from trying to hide my giant throbbing erection from a priest who looked like Andrew Garfield.”
“Okay then what do you mean, we were married?”
“I mean I saw the two of them as separate entities from you and me.”
“Are you sure you weren’t just having another psychotic break? Because I expect you and your hallucinations to still trot your decrepit form out on that fucking stage every night.”
“It wasn’t a hallucination. It was a vision.”
“Okay then, Miss Cleo. Tell me more about the saga of lesbian love between them.”
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A bizarrely romantic tale of Katya and her girl Trixie falling in love, all while the Brians watch. Expect the kind of taking it too far, oversharing, actually kind of sweet, unfettered weirdness that these two are all about.
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Recent series
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This is huge for the dawlls but also big for the Brians by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandom 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom, Moving Parts, Real Person Fiction, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
27 Sep 2023
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In this post season 2 AU, Ethan and Vanessa cross the unknown to one another, defeat darkness, redefine what sex can mean, and explore their desires together all through the love that they have for one another, a love that sets them both free, opening them up to things they never dreamt possible.
This series spans the second season up into the early 20th century.
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- 72,302
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- 8
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- 59
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Together Together by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo), sidnihoudini
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF
06 Jan 2018
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Every relationship has two sides of the same story.
- Words:
- 41,716
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- 2
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- 24
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yellow, orange, and blue, i love you by naturechild for milaway
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
15 Jun 2024
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When he’s two years old, the first color Paul learns is yellow.
Yellow is the sun, bright and big in the sky. It’s the color of the cat that sits in the garden and the daffodils that grow in the grass that the cat likes to stretch out on. It’s the color of the walls at his auntie’s house and the color of the little sweets he likes so much. Most importantly, yellow is the color of the dress his mum likes to wear. She tells him this with a sweet voice, petting his hair, pointing out everything in the room that’s yellow.
AKA an AU where you see in black & white until you touch your soulmate.
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- English
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- 7,114
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- 48
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- 2,148
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
06 Feb 2026
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Paul waved a hand over John's eyes, then snapped twice, enough to startle him— John didn't budge. Not even after Paul touched and gently pulled at a strand of hair (to test his awareness, of course).
Retreating, Paul felt another smile rise. Though they'd stayed at each other's frequently nowadays, he'd never known John talked in his sleep.
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
06 Feb 2026
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Paul still had that dreadful little moustache, his dark hair curling over his collar, but he looked good. Relaxed, a bit sunburned. Annoyingly fucking fit, if John was being very honest with himself, which he was really trying to be, these days.
"Paul and Linda were going to New Orleans to record the Venus and Mars album," May recalled. "And John found out they would be there. He made plans to surprise them down there. He was in a great mood and he really missed Paul."
1975. The trip to New Orleans that never happened.
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
05 Feb 2026
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During their 1965 filming of Help, John learns something about Paul's devotion
Paul likes the attention, craves it, John knows, though he’ll never be able to get Paul to admit to it. Like a show dog, he thinks as Paul stumbles on the snow again, scowling and waiting to be collected up by one of the crew, wrapped up in his black furs and snow boots. It’s greedy, really. Someone should put him in his place, train him to behave better.
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- English
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- 6,625
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Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
04 Feb 2026
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John had never considered Paul to be cute.
There were many words for describing Paul’s looks, but despite what all the fans and magazines and journalists and even their own movie had insisted on, John had never for once thought of Paul as “the cute one”.
That all changed one unforgettable day in the sheltering Alps.
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
02 Feb 2026