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LochAndLoaded — Read your profile and I think you might be exactly what I’m looking for. Never done this before, have no idea what I’m doing. I’m used to being in control, but I think I’d like to see what it’s like to give it up.
John’s stomach flips as he reads it over, fingers tightening around the phone, breath hitching tightly in his chest. He doesn’t regret what he said, because it’s true. He does want to know what it would be like. And yet, he can’t help how raw it makes him feel, how exposed. Like something has been peeled open inside of him, and John is helpless to stop it.
He doesn’t even know when these thoughts started, only that he’s been thinking them for a while. This wanting turning into a need, sharp and relentless, plaguing John’s every waking thoughts. He knows he could go to the bar, knows he could find a pretty lad or lass and settle the ache in his belly.
But that ache always comes back.
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05 Nov 2025
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keep me sharp (test my worth in blood) by Ivillpunchyouinthethroat for spidehpig
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
28 Feb 2024
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“Left you a gift, Johnny,” Ghost answers.
“Aye?” Soap says and Ghost can about hear his grin. “I’m quakin’ in excitement, Lt.”
Soap leaves his mic on and Ghost can hear the creaking of the door open and the soft rustle of Soap's tac gear as he walks over to the body.
A sharp intake of breath and then a low whistle.
“Careful, Lt,” Soap rumbles, accent noticeably thicker, “bloody gifts like these, might think yer courtin’ me proper. The old way at least.”
And that's how it starts.
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26 Oct 2025
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“Ghost?”
“Soap.” Ghost’s voice was a low buzz, gravelly with static. In the absolute silence of the snow-covered forest, it sounded both deafeningly loud and intimately quiet.
“What’s your favourite season?” Soap asked.
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Four seasons, five countries, six months.
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14 Oct 2025
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not like before (when I was empty) by Starlight_VLD for DisasterFrog
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
20 Sep 2025
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Five times Soap found different ways to
torturefall asleep on Ghost, and one time Ghost relaxed enough to return the favor.Series
- Part 12 of COD Fics
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17 Aug 2025
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Soap never knows what the words, follow orders means. As long as the mission gets done who cares how it is done. This coupled with his mouthiness, finally bites him in the ass. (Each chapter can be read as a stand alone but they are a bit connected!)
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08 Jul 2025