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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    ”Shane Hollander, Montreal’s perfect captain,” Ilya mutters. His breath tickles Shane’s ear.

    Shane turns his head, tips his chin up and lets Ilya kiss him right against the front door until his lips are buzzing with it.

    He is what Ilya says he is — he’s boring and proper, polite. He sticks to his meal plan and eats brown rice and vegetables and steamed fish, and no processed sugar. He tries not to make his parents worry. He gives perfectly fine, safe interviews and ignores it when the press tries to get him to say anything that would be out of line, and he is professional and good at it.

    No one needs to know that he lights up under Ilya’s touch like the New Year’s Eve sky, how easily he goes down to his knees for him, how his heartbeat kicks into overdrive the second Ilya leans into his space. It is only for Shane to know, and for Ilya, maybe, if he would like to.

     

    Or: Shane Hollander and the pressure of being in the spotlight.

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  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    He’s never come out and admitted it, but Ilya suspects Shane has a running list of birds he’s spotted in different cities and countries they’ve visited.

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  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    J: At least you have a type.

    L: 😈

    Damn it. Ilya was always just joking around when he sent his flirty emojis, but it always did impossible things to Shane’s body the second Ilya’s tone turned suggestive. A thought entered his mind— if Shane kept replying, then maybe Ilya would potentially be down for more than just playful banter.

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  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    “I’m sorry, what's going on?” Shane asked.

    “I am presenting,” Ilya said, reaching for the envelope in Shane’s hands. 

    Shane pulled his arm back before Ilya could snatch it. “No,” Shane said with a laugh, “I’m pretty sure I am.”

    Ilya sighed in frustration, rolling his eyes as he pulled a folded sheet of paper from his pocket. “Look at the schedule!” He pointed dramatically. “Hollander–Rozanov!” 

    “Uh, no,” Shane said, putting his finger to the page. “It says Hollander–Rozanov.”

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    Years after Vegas and after coming out, Shane and Ilya are asked to present at the NHL Awards again.

    (just a fluffy drabble I came up with playing on Hollander-Rozanov as a last name)

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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