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    “It’s just a storm,” he tried to assure himself, though another snap of bright light shattering the air had his heart rabbiting in his chest, making him think of rain and ladders and things he'd rather forget.

    Eddie probably hadn't noticed the storm, sleeping through it instead. He wasn’t defective like Buck. All turned around and backward over some inconsequential thing.

    The rain beating on the windows made his skin itch, though, making his mind think of the cold, then of colder things like dead things. He had been dead not that long ago, for three minutes—or, according to Eddie, three minutes and seventeen seconds.

    Those extra seconds had seemed painfully important to Eddie, enough to make sure it was known at the table, and Buck hadn’t been sure what to make of that—leaving him to wonder what they meant to him.

    --or--

    Buck isn't doing as okay as he pretends. The lightning strike, his heart stopping, the coma--it's eating him alive, and he's afraid to reach out for help, but Eddie isn't about to let him suffer this alone, whether he likes it or not, and the passing storm might just be what they need to confess some things they've been afraid to admit

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Broooo the comfort is comforting

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    When Buck buys a Powerball lottery ticket he doesn't think much beyond his need for change to air up his tire. He forgets all about the ticket until word spreads that the winning ticket was sold in LA and hasn't been claimed yet and pretty much dismisses it. After all, there's no way he won the lottery.

    Turns out no, he really did win the Powerball, to the tune of 295 million dollars and just in time for Christmas. He's going to make sure the 118 has the best Christmas of their lives. And just maybe he'll have a good one too.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Absolute pure fluff omfg

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    “Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”

    Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.

    “That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.

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    or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Miscommunication and fluff omg yes

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    “Are you doing alright?” Eddie asks him with a slight frown and Buck swallows, going back to tying his shoes so he doesn’t have to look at Eddie.

    “Of course,” he says simply. “Why wouldn’t I be?”

    “I don’t know,” Eddie replies and Buck can feel his eyes on him. “You’ve been quiet lately.”

    Buck freezes in his movements for a fraction of a second. He thought that apart from the whole dinner at Bobby’s fiasco he’s been doing a pretty good job at acting like his normal self in front of everyone.

    And how has Eddie of all people noticed that something is up with him? It’s not like he pays him any attention anymore.

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    Trigger Warning! Please make sure to read the tags.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    I think the amount of times I burst into violent sobs says a lot about my mental state

    This destroys me every reread
    This is the most devastating piece of media I have ever read in my entire life

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    "Eddie?" The blond mumbles, staring at the ground. Beside him, his best friend makes a questioning hum. Buck doesn't meet his eyes, feeling his heart begin to pound again.

    When he doesn't say anything else, Eddie knocks his shoulder against Buck's. "What's up?" He prompts, unaware. 

    Buck swallows, and then finally says, "I tried to kill myself last night."

     

    (Or, Buck's been struggling for a long time, and he finally breaks.)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    I'm crying omg I love you so much and I hope with everything I have that you're doing better