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bloom by soft_melodies
Fandom Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV)
15 Dec 2023
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some little alangaipa snippets to keep me (and hopefully you) afloat - (5+1)
consider checking out my series bliss, a continuation of my AG stories, if you liked this one :)
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21 Nov 2025
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It's funny, really, how the tables have turned, but nothing seems to have changed at all.
or; how Sand and Ray navigate their break-up, and how it ultimately brings them closer.
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- Part 1 of one more time
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12 Sep 2025
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On the fifth anniversary of their break-up, Akk makes a drunken wish for the life he and Ayan would have had if he hadn’t ruined everything. The next morning, he wakes up to find a baby—a baby with his eyes and Aye’s pendant around his neck.
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31 Aug 2025
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with all the love we have left by mslunita
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV)
23 Nov 2024
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Gaipa, Heart, and Leng take Li Ming out for his 20th birthday, and they end up at a bar where a hot singer is taking requests. Gaipa's might just lead him into the arms of the lover he's been waiting for.
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30 Aug 2025
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Addicted to You by LovelyFanficWriter
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
24 Aug 2023
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Sand fucked Ray that night, staring him straight in the eyes, and although the motions were familiar, Ray knew something had changed because Sand was no longer looking at him like he was just some guy from the bar. He was looking at him like he was Ray—and like being Ray was enough.
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29 Aug 2025
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Longtae felt as if he could crawl into his very skin, the closeness so intense that it was almost as if they were becoming one.
And once again, their unsynchronized heartbeats, creating a rhythm that resonated deeply within him. He couldn't help but marvel at how perfectly they harmonized, each beat blending seamlessly with the other, as if their very souls were entwined in a symphony of connection and intimacy. The boundaries between them blurred, and in that instant, they were no longer two separate individuals, but a single entity, bound by something ineffable and eternal. [Chapter 7]~~
Is it possible to find comfort and trust in a person immediately after knowing them? Is it possible to still be afraid of loving them?
In this universe where Yok is terribly broken by how things ended with Dan and what happened in that fateful night, he doesn't believe in deserving happiness again. He thinks that's his punishment. Then, unexpectedly, he meets Longtae.
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- Part 1 of Yoktae’s Universe (aka my beloveds)
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29 Aug 2025
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Nice Kid by squidinkblot
Fandoms: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV)
15 Aug 2025
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After the death of Gaipa's mother, he is left alone to sort out his inheritance and all of Mrs. Hong's loose ends. He meets with handsome banker Alan, who was entrusted by Mrs. Hong to protect and guide Gaipa through managing what she left behind. Soon, Gaipa learns that he has inherited a secret underground gambling lounge for the rich and powerful, and as he navigates this new development, he uncovers secrets about his mother's past and is left with questions that no one but Alan may have the answers to.
"You didn't think all this money she left you was from the chicken stall alone, did you?"
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29 Aug 2025
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The Line at Infinity by Ebony_Heather
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
08 Nov 2025
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Dedicated to find out about his mate's death, Kant had accepted yet another undercover job from Chris—to protect Ray Pakorn, the heir to a powerful jewelry empire.
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Fate takes and unexpected turn making two lives which were meant to run parallel with each other collide.
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18 Aug 2025
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Spending the holidays on an island with friends sounds perfect, right?
But on the first night, First gets wasted, blacks out, yet somehow wakes up safely in his bed. Zero memory of the night before.
The only clue? A photo on his phone: a stranger looking pretty drunk as well but absolutely gorgeous.Love at first sight? Maybe. Obsession? Definitely.
Now, with only 13 days left and hundreds of people on the island, he’s on a mission to find him.
Impossible, or just crazy enough to work?
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16 Aug 2025
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my happy ending by spinningsurfaces
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
28 Apr 2024
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ray didn't expect to fall head over heels in love. but he absolutely had
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15 Aug 2025
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To be honest, it had been a measured stupidity, as calculated and considered as much as Ray could possibly do so in his swiftly deteriorating state when he appeared on Sand’s doorstep. His cycle was always erratic, likely caused by his pickled reproductive organs but he felt sure that the likelihood of anything more than amazing sex coming out of this was slim to none.
Note: Previously called "Pretend to be Friends." Title updated to "Billie" on 03/03/2024
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14 Aug 2025
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Stay, Even When I Don’t Ask You To by callmedestroyer
Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022) RPF, เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) RPF, เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV) RPF
01 Feb 2026
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“I came back alive,” First whispered, “but I don’t think I survived.
I think the boy they took is still there.
And I don’t know what’s left of me now.”First Kanaphan is the cold, unreadable star of Thailand’s top esports team. He doesn’t do chaos, doesn’t do feelings, and definitely doesn’t do wide-eyed streamers with glitter gloss and star clips.
Khaotung, unfortunately, does all of the above. Loudly.
What begins as a trial run with Team Eclipse spirals into late-night scrims, viral chaos, and a slow-burn collision between ice and sparkle. But beneath the teasing and the spectacle lies something deeper: First’s guarded walls, Khaotung’s relentless light, and the dangerous possibility that healing might look a lot like falling in love.
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05 Aug 2025
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Jealousy, jealousy by evewrites (writebyeve)
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
22 Aug 2023
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When Sand sees Ray surrounded by so many people who were trying to get their hands on him, he experiences three of the ugliest feelings in the world.
Jealousy, rage and possessiveness.
There was only one way to deal with them and it was by claiming Ray as his, at least for the night.
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02 Aug 2025
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Someone I dream about by Born_On_New_Moon
Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022), คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022) RPF
16 Jul 2025
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He wakes up after an accident, not remembering who he was. All he feels is a vague familiarity with the person sitting beside him.
“You are my Akk,” the man says with a smile and it fills his heart with pain, “And I am Ayan, your fiancé.”
There is nothing that should make him doubt Ayan. There are photos of him and Ayan all around their home. Their families all know each other and their mutual friends drop by at times in the hopes of making him remember his life. But in the stillness of the night, he lies awake thinking of someone. A glimpse of someone he could not seem to catch. Ayan’s smile is not the smile he seeks nor does the love in Ayan’s eyes feel like his. He wonders why the Ayan in front of him is different from the Ayan of his dreams.
The life Ayan promises him, it doesn’t feel like it's not his own.Bookmarked by Perdedora
17 Jul 2025
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Your Love Is Killing Me (and I Love It) by deadbluerose
Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV), เปย์รักด้วยแมวเลี้ยง | Cat For Cash (TV), Thai Actor RPF, FirstKhaotung-Fandom
08 Oct 2025
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At Café Eclipse, the drinks are suspicious, the cat might be possessed, and the barista would rather hex you than date you. Unfortunately for Khaotung, that doesn’t stop First Kanaphan—a romantic with boba eyes and possibly a body count—from showing up in the rain with black roses and eternal declarations of love.
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- Part 5 of FirstKhaotung AU
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11 Jul 2025
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in this darkness, light me by itsmesyn
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
24 Jun 2025
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Going into a feeding den, half-witch Sand should have known better than following after what appeared to be a dazed vampire fledgling who could barely stand. But he always struggled with keeping his meddling out of the way.
or: Sand needs money. Ray needs blood and has money to spare. Lines get blurred, and things go downhill from there.
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06 Jul 2025
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200 Hugs - A Lifetime by fohlenfeder
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
05 Oct 2025
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Ray and Sand meet by chance at their university’s summer festival.
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14 Jun 2025
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10 Jun 2025
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like honey to the throat by mslunita
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
17 Sep 2025
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A modern fantasy twist on Only Friends canon. Ray is a wealthy human who is helped one night by bar singer Sand... a vampire. In a bid to thank him for his generosity, Ray offers him something money could never buy: the chance to feed from him. What starts as a one-time arrangement devolves into an addiction on both sides, both of them desperate for a taste of the other.
Edit 17 Sept: Now complete :)
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09 Jun 2025
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forever for now by essens
Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
18 Aug 2025
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Akk's soul is an open door to spirits. They follow him, slipping through the cracks, waiting around the corners. Always there. He used to have it under control, but it's getting worse, and there's nothing he can do about it now. Akk is losing hope of ever being free of them when he meets a demon who offers him salvation.
He knows it's a lie, he knows he can't trust him.
But a part of him wants, so badly, to hope.
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09 Jun 2025