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    Shane looks up at him, mouth open around a question that doesn’t come right away.

    “What are you- why are you here?” he asks finally.

    Ilya frowns now. He knows it’s a risk but he didn’t think Shane would be unhappy he was here. Not after…not now.

    “I wanted to check on you,” Ilya tries again, voice careful. “I need to leave soon but-”

    But I needed to see you.

    I needed to watch you breathing with my own two eyes.

    I needed to hold your hand.

    “I’m- you were at the game?” Shane asks after a beat, uncertainty colouring his features. “Were we playing against each other?”

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    Or, Shane's hit on the ice leaves him with much more than just a fractured collarbone.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    19 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Series of oneshots chronicling Ilya's last year in Boston and first year in Ottawa. Can be read as standalones if the concept of this much reading scares you BUT I'd recommend reading in sequential order for the optimal experience. :)

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Three times Ilya takes care of Shane and one time Shane takes care of him.

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    16 Mar 2026