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    Because, sometimes, it takes almost losing everything to realize just how much you have to lose.

    Set post The Long Game (book 6).
    TW for suicide, descriptions of suicidal thoughts, depression.

    Fic 1: Two years after getting diagnosed with depression, Ilya becomes suicidal. (published)
    Fic 2: After Ilya's suicide attempt, him and Shane have to learn that they don't only have on each other to lean on, and that getting help is okay. (work in progress)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Well hey, why don’t you go sleep in with your dad? I’ll take the couch.”

    “No. No I’m — I don’t think I’m supposed to do that anymore.”

    Or, Christopher thinks he’s too old to sleep in his dad’s bed after a nightmare. Buck thinks that’s the most ridiculous thing he’s ever heard.

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    16 Nov 2025

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    After the lawsuit, Buck’s still on the outs with most of the team, despite being back a month and apologising almost daily. Waking one morning, and knowing it would be a rough day, Buck relishes with the knowledge that he’d be left alone and treated worse than a probie… except someone’s out with flu and Bobby reluctantly puts him back on calls for the day as a last resort. Something that should make him feel on top of the world ends up feeling like another punishment. Vowing not to let the weight of the day get to him, he tries to keep his head down, only for their first call, Buck’s first in months, end up being one that forces him to relive his past and he reveals things about himself he’d kept secret for ten years.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    Buck chokes out a shaky whimper and opens his mouth to say something but all he can manage is a quiet cry and his eyes clench shut again, his face twisting in pain and his body trembling with agony. The weight on his abdomen feels heavier and it hurts, it hurts so bad and he knows he's bleeding, but he can't do anything to stop it because he can't move, he's stuck.

    He barely brings his hand to his radio to call for his team, but someone else acts faster and speaks those words that pull Buck out of his haziness and hit him like a freight train, his eyes starting to burn with tears of fear.

    "Mayday, mayday! Firefighter Buckley is down!"

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    Buck gets gravely hurt on a call, the road to recovery is long but Eddie is there to help.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo: Bleeding Out

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    12 Feb 2025

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    This is the second book to the "behind the scenes (behind his blue eyes)" book.

    It's also all just imaginative work and based off of my own ideas along with my reader's ideas. If you love a good whump story and like to skip all the deep story telling then you might like this.

    Please read with a light heart and enjoy!

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    26 Mar 2023

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