6 Bookmarks by RedHeat30
List of Bookmarks
-
Please, God, I'm finally loved by 17darwinism
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Dec 2025
Summary
Because, sometimes, it takes almost losing everything to realize just how much you have to lose.
Set post The Long Game (book 6).
TW for suicide, descriptions of suicidal thoughts, depression.Fic 1: Two years after getting diagnosed with depression, Ilya becomes suicidal. (published)
Fic 2: After Ilya's suicide attempt, him and Shane have to learn that they don't only have on each other to lean on, and that getting help is okay. (work in progress)- Words:
- 10,846
- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 317
Bookmarked by RedHeat30
26 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Well hey, why don’t you go sleep in with your dad? I’ll take the couch.”
“No. No I’m — I don’t think I’m supposed to do that anymore.”
Or, Christopher thinks he’s too old to sleep in his dad’s bed after a nightmare. Buck thinks that’s the most ridiculous thing he’s ever heard.
Series
Bookmarked by RedHeat30
16 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
After the lawsuit, Buck’s still on the outs with most of the team, despite being back a month and apologising almost daily. Waking one morning, and knowing it would be a rough day, Buck relishes with the knowledge that he’d be left alone and treated worse than a probie… except someone’s out with flu and Bobby reluctantly puts him back on calls for the day as a last resort. Something that should make him feel on top of the world ends up feeling like another punishment. Vowing not to let the weight of the day get to him, he tries to keep his head down, only for their first call, Buck’s first in months, end up being one that forces him to relive his past and he reveals things about himself he’d kept secret for ten years.
Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 82,085
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 192
- Kudos:
- 2,685
- Bookmarks:
- 714
- Hits:
- 84,761
Bookmarked by RedHeat30
11 Sep 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Buck chokes out a shaky whimper and opens his mouth to say something but all he can manage is a quiet cry and his eyes clench shut again, his face twisting in pain and his body trembling with agony. The weight on his abdomen feels heavier and it hurts, it hurts so bad and he knows he's bleeding, but he can't do anything to stop it because he can't move, he's stuck.
He barely brings his hand to his radio to call for his team, but someone else acts faster and speaks those words that pull Buck out of his haziness and hit him like a freight train, his eyes starting to burn with tears of fear.
"Mayday, mayday! Firefighter Buckley is down!"
*
Buck gets gravely hurt on a call, the road to recovery is long but Eddie is there to help.
Bad Things Happen Bingo: Bleeding Out
Series
- Part 17 of Bad Things Happen Bingo - 2
Bookmarked by RedHeat30
12 Feb 2025
-
Tags
Summary
This is the second book to the "behind the scenes (behind his blue eyes)" book.
It's also all just imaginative work and based off of my own ideas along with my reader's ideas. If you love a good whump story and like to skip all the deep story telling then you might like this.
Please read with a light heart and enjoy!
-
Tags
Summary
"She used to say that my dad and her were destined to be together, and look what happened? I couldn't bring myself to believe anymore. Then.. Then I met you, Pope.. and I realised that the universe truly had orchestrated my whole life to bring me together with someone. You."
Since the day JJ learnt how to talk, his mother taught him all about myths, legends and folklore in hopes of him having a better understanding of many things from the real world. But when she leaves JJ to deal with his alcoholic, abusive father at just ten years old, JJ loses all hope. For if her and his dad were destined to be together like she said they were, like the red thread of fate legend said they were, why did she leave? And if it was all a lie, that meant JJ would never find the person who was created and destined to be with him. But then, he meets Pope. All anxiety and calm tied together in a sweet, joyful package that made JJ’s heart race whenever he spoke or whenever his stunning hazel eyes would catch his. But also the one person he could not have. Just how much can JJ take of not being able to express his feelings before everything comes pouring out?
Bookmarked by RedHeat30
17 Feb 2023