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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    Two NHL superstars. One secret casual relationship hidden beneath years of rivalry, tabloids, and fear.
    Shane Hollander has spent years loving Ilya Rozanov quietly in hotel rooms, stolen nights, and moments nobody else could ever see. But when Ilya arrives at the All-Star Gala with a beautiful woman on his arm, Shane finally believes he was never meant to be more than a secret.
    Losing Shane makes Ilya realize one terrifying truth: some people are worth risking everything for.

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    12 May 2026

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    Would like to read but the pics that I think are texts/posts and important to the fic are broken links and make the story hard to read. Unfortunately the writer does not allow comments, which is their right, so can not be contacted. Will come back later to see if it is fixed

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    Something's wrong with Ilya and it feels like Shane is the only one who can tell.

    Once he talks himself into checking on Ilya at his Boston apartment (despite a glaring lack of booty-call texts) he in short order:
    (1) finds Ilya with a fever,
    (2) stumbles straight into Ilya's childhood trauma,
    (3) meets Svetlana, and
    (4) gets acquainted with old Russian cold remedies.

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    Canon-diverging Sickfic. Set during the last game Ilya plays before his father dies. Contains spoilers for The Long Game.

    Happy ending (but it might hurt a little bit on the way)!

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Russian bullion

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    20 Sep 2017

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    Not read/currently reading
    Tony stark summer camp - 63
    Edgerton clan plan a wedding - haven't started
    Ficathon 5

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    He’s not alone—hardly ever is, in Boston.

    But maybe, just maybe, he’s lonely.

    It sneaks up on him in stupid moments: standing in line at the bank, catching a ride with Connors after practice, because he doesn’t have a car yet. Lying awake at night with the low hum of traffic outside and the wrong kind of silence pressing in around him.

    In his rookie year, Ilya makes an anonymous online friend. Unfortunately, it's a terrible idea.

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    24 Dec 2025

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