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    “He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.

    Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.

    He seeks new memories. New… etches.

    So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane knows it’s risky.

    But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”

    When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane overwhelms himself with the research Ilya has instructed of him. To stop him from spiraling, Rose and Hayden come over to help him sort out his thoughts and understand exactly what being submissive means for him and how to understand it.

    This fic is a direct sequel to I'll Take Care Of You... Like I Didn't Last Time. You can probably get away with not reading it if you don't want to, but it will make way more sense and give you what I'd consider to be needed context. But you do you, my guy 🤷🏻‍♀️

    I cannot stress this enough, I WROTE THIS SERIES WITH THE TIMELINE ON SHUFFLE. I have no answers about the timeline. You're just gonna have to go with it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets a surprising call from none other than Hayden Pike saying something is wrong with Shane and no one really knows why. Ilya drops everything to go help him because, he does know. And it's all his fault.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey prodigy and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a secret: he's an omega. No one knows, not even his frequent hookup partner, Ilya Rozanov. Shane's carefully-cultivated life threatens to unravel when he forgets his medication. Now he's stuck in the middle of nowhere, on the brink of a heat.

    Enter Ilya, cocky and arrogant alpha, who is determined to help Shane though his heat... and keep his secret.

    Neither of them can predict the effect they will have on each other, and how one week in a snowed-in cabin will change the course of their lives forever.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”

    “What, because you know me so well?”

    “Yes. I do. Don’t I?”

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane has an emergency wisdom tooth extraction.

    Ilya takes care of him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “You've heard all my sex stories over the years. The good, the bad, the ugly. And yet I haven't gotten a single story out of you."

    Shane spluttered, cheeks flushing crimson. "Because it's none of your business? What the fuck?"

    "Aw, so you don't kiss and tell?" Hayden teased, laughing when Shane's blush deepened. He shoved at his shoulder, trying to wipe the smile from his face. "Relax, dude. I'm only messing with you. You don't have to tell me anything. But, like, we can talk about this shit. Sex, you know. I don't care that it's between two guys. Honestly, it's kind of interesting-"

    "Jesus Christ," Shane muttered. "This is not how I thought this was going to go.”

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    02 Feb 2026

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    "You are Hunter's boyfriend," the guy says, looming. He's holding a glass of vodka that probably costs more than what Kip earns in a day.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a natural caretaker. Shane Hollander is a natural clutz who keeps getting into situations where he needs taking care of.

    Or: 5 times Ilya took care of Shane, and 1 time the favour was returned.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t think I can hold it,” he gasped out, “Think m’ gonna leak.”

    Ilya swore softly, looking around the path. They were surrounded by trees on both sides, miles away from Shane’s parents' cottage. Shane was crouched on the ground, clamping his thighs together in a desperate attempt to hold it in. Ilya tapped Shane’s back, prompting him to stand up,

    “Hollander. Put your hands on that tree.”

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov suspects he might have a piss kink + 1 time he admits it.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov would be lying if he said he never thought he'd be facing a Stanley Cup final again. He just never expected to be playing for the Centaurs. He never expected to be this nervous.

    And he certainly never expected to be in a Japanese takeout at one in the morning, hours from the puck dropping.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    This season for Shane Hollander is everything - scouts watching, stats climbing, NHL dreams within arm’s reach. He’s disciplined, controlled, built to dominate. But then he goes into an unexpected first heat in the middle of a game. No one notices except Ilya Rozanov, a rival he’s only ever admired through screens and stat sheets, the one man whose scent cuts through Shane’s fever like relief.

    A whispered room number becomes inevitability. Shane arrives shaking, desperate, half-feral with need he doesn’t understand. What follows is hours of relentless waves of heat and hunger, release collapsing into need again, Ilya’s hands and voice the only thing keeping Shane from burning through the mattress.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya sat straight up after falling, and he looked to his immediate left, seeing the motionless body sprawled out on the ice. It didn’t register to him right away, though it should have. Then, he noticed the blood, a small pool starting to form under Shane’s head. No. no no no nonononono. He glanced down at his skates, noticing a small trace of blood on the tip of his right blade. He felt like he was going to puke.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    lily @shanehollanderstop
    i’ll say it because i am not afraid of losing my job: roger crowell is a piece of shit and should never know peace in his life ever again. my name is hayden pike and i play for the montreal voyageurs.
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    Ilya joins stan twitter

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    27 Jan 2026

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    People always know that any hockey game with Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander on the ice is going to be interesting.

    They're the two best players in the league and the intense hatred that's burned between them their entire careers turns every game into a fierce battle. The checks are harder, the goals come thick and fast and the tension is heavy in the air.

    But this particular game will bring more surprises than even they know.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not something we’ve discussed too much,” Shane admits reluctantly. “I mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Hayden’s kids. But…I was afraid…I don’t know if you want…” His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like he’s trying to soothe more nausea.

    It takes Ilya’s brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shane’s laying out for him.

    “We talked about having babies,” Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, “are you trying to say we are…having a baby?”

    Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. “Um, yeah. That’s what I’m trying to say.”

    “You are pregnant?”

    Wincing, the shorter man nods. “Mhm.”

     

    -or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    25 Jan 2026

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    It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.

    If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.

    Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.

    Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.

    or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    25 Jan 2026

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