tolya (SolarSystem)
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if i was to hold one hand over my face now by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
26 Mar 2026
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Days go by. Hal wants and wants and wants.
How could he explain that he could break his arm without even trying? Without meaning to? He could tear through his skin and flesh with his dull nails- get too excited and blink back to a bloodbath. He was a powder keg waiting to go and Hal's touch was a flame in the freezing cold.
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- Part 2 of guardian angel
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Hal stumbles across something in Snake's closet.
Snake stiffened even more, rubbing his hand over his wrist. The gap between his next reply was even longer, and when he spoke, it felt like each syllable was pulling teeth from his mouth. "Wanted. Wanted to feel close."
Hal allowed those words to process in his head. The gears slowly churned. "To me?"
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- Part 1 of guardian angel
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But the thing is, Snake's been trained to wait. One of the hardest parts of Miller's regimen weren't the grueling drills that pushed your body to its limit- it was learning to do nothing but stare at a vacant wall for hours and still remain alert. Most rookies cracked within the first few hours. Those who did were sentenced to suffer another eternity in hell.
Compared to that, watching Hal slowly come apart under his hands is a goddamn treat.
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A mission goes wrong and Hal is gone. But he's still there to pick up the pieces.
His calloused thumb brushes against Hal's lovely, bloodied face and Snake doesn't try to take more beyond that. His love is the kind of love that rots.
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"Christ, Hal," He murmured. His palm rested heavily against his partner's jaw. "Tell me what you want."
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An AU where Snake remained in the government's clutches as the perfect soldier of the Les Enfants Terrible project and is sent to investigate Armstech and their secret development of the bioweapon Foxdie. Hal works at Armstech as an engineer and catches his eye. Believing to find him suspicious, Snake keeps watch over him, only to quickly fall in love with him.
Hal is attacked by mercenaries when he gets too close to the discovery of Foxdie and is rescued by Snake, who he finds out has been stalking him. Together, Snake learns how to accept that he's a person, and Hal learns how to live without a mask.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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this story is literally just about snake and otacon getting frisky on a couch
alternative summary: otacon takes poor snake for a ride
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
30 May 2026
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After the Big Shell incident, when Snake's bones began to ache in the early mornings, he started counting in a different manner. He began counting everything around him so he would stop counting down his days.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
29 May 2026
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When Adam is chosen to be given to the dragon in the mountain temple he decides he's going to at least make it work for it's meal.
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- Part 21 of Tumblr Prompted
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
27 May 2026
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No matter how hard he tries to stay distracted, his last conversation with Abigail keeps coming to the forefront of his mind. What could she have meant by “Shawn, I’m sorry, but we can’t be in a relationship when you feel so much more strongly towards Gus”?
Because it couldn’t be what it sounded like, right? That would be utterly ridiculous!
He doesn’t have romantic inclinations towards Gus! Hah! Bitches be crazy. He’d even go as far as to say bitches be tripping.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
27 May 2026
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After everything is said and done, an old man reflects on his past mistakes and learns more about the people he left behind.
(post MGS-4 Big Boss survives the FOXDIE and becomes the last living Snake, just like he was the first one. He meets up with Hal, and they both shed some light on the people they never really knew.)
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
21 May 2026