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    Because you're my friend, babe.

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    lay me down on eye-white snow
    my slow brooding bed of robin wings
    my body slit & smearing everywhere.
    I will not name this new opening a wound.
    here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
    I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
    stood waiting for the sweet blades
    of jaw & claw. you found me
    wasted no time making a myth
    of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
    the earth under me wet with my life.
    I pray this is what they mean by always
    that heaven is a persistent mouth.
    Baby, I want you forever this way:
    fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
    bouncing off front teeth, my body
    only certain how to twitch, your belly
    round with my joy.

    - Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith

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    to the finish line and back

    [an f1 au for iayb]

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    As if conceding one could not live without the other.

    A promise of shared blood.

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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    Joaquin contemplates where he belongs, only to find his place with Manolo and Maria. Together, the three of them handle the grief of their losses and the joy of their love.

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    30 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    A mysterious patient gets sent to The Pitt with a gunshot wound, sealed off with a tourniquet by his best friend. The guy keeps mentioning things about his senses and spirits, and makes shockingly accurate statements about the staff. What secrets is this guy going to reveal? And who is he?

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    Shawn Spencer finds himself in an ER bed, bored out of his mind until the staff gets some tests back. Fortunately for him, the strange group of doctors are holding enough secrets to make his stay as interesting as possible. Gus keeps worrying about him, and claiming he's got 'PTSD', but the only one at the hospital with Pessimistic Thoughts about Supernatural Deities is Gus. And probably the rest of the staff, who keeps freaking out when he mentions ghosts, and the possible shooter still at large in Pittsburgh.

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    29 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Sleepless nights don't always have to be unproductive

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    03 Aug 2025

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    From the floor, Kendra wheezes, “You got a fucking bowl cut on purpose?”

    “It’s an homage,” Guy says through his teeth.

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    02 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Guy’s mad at Michael and won’t pick up the phone. Michael just wants to have a calm and collected conversation.

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    02 Aug 2025

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