Soliloquys_Darling



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 47

    Tags
    Summary

    After months of silence, Tommy decides to join the army as a pilot for a 12-month contract, where he decides to put one Evan Buckley as his next of kin, not that he plans on needing one anyway. 

    He doesn’t plan on crashing in the desert and his tags ending on a very much dead man either.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,808
    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    163
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    2,419

    18 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    Angst!
    Such great writing,

  2. Public Bookmark 22

    Words:
    42,880
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    22

    18 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

    Tags
    Summary

    Since he had started dropping weight Buck had found himself becoming a bit more self-conscious about his body, and he had no idea why. Even though he hadn't been dropping weight unintentionally, he had managed to keep a lot of his muscle strength and held onto that as something that still reminded him of who he was back when he had still been a firefighter. He figured his self-consciousness came from the thought that Tommy might not be as attracted to him—but from the way his boyfriend still liked to put his hands on him, that told him Tommy’s lust for him hadn’t abated, even with his body changing.

    (aka the pure smut fic that grew out of a random prompt about Buck losing weight and Tommy going feral about it while also feeling guilty about the whole thing, touching his boyfriend constantly -- Buck has left the 118 and is living the good life at his boyfriend's house...and due to changing his diet, as well, has dropped enough weight that Tommy is now having unholy thoughts about the new and different things he can do with Buck's body)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,876
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    146
    Bookmarks:
    36
    Hits:
    2,073

    18 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  4. Public Bookmark 9

    Tags
    Summary

    “I want to get there,” he murmurs. Tommy hums, kissing his shoulder again as he trails his fingers down the edge of Evan’s naked hip, thumb brushing along the jut of the bone. 

    “There’s no rush, baby,” Tommy whispers as he tilts his head up, staring down into those crystal blue eyes. His own gaze his just ever-so-slightly glazed, body in a low hum of sex-fueled endorphins. They’ve already gone four rounds since waking up this morning, and while Evan doesn’t feel done per se, he’s struggling to settle into the headspace he’s been trying to get to all day, where he can just give in and let himself feel instead of think. 

    “I know,” Evan murmurs. Still, he sighs audibly, pressing his skull back into the mattress as Tommy’s lips reattach to his shoulder while his fingers continue trailing Evan’s hip. 

    “I want to, is the problem,” Evan says a few seconds later. Tommy shifts on the bed, moving to Evan’s opposite side while keeping his hand on the firefighter’s hip. “I want to stop thinking about everything and just give into it so that we can enjoy ourselves.” 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,530
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    756

    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Alec hesitated. He’d never lied to Magnus since his aborted wedding, and he wasn’t about to start now. “You’re probably wondering how you got here, right?”

    Magnus shrugged. “Magic?”

    Alec grinned. Now that Magnus seemed a little more settled, his cheekiness—apparently a biological trait—was rising up. “Yeah. We’re still figuring out exactly what it was, but. Something brought you to the future. You know how warlocks live forever?” Magnus nodded. “Well, as an adult you live here in the city. And you and I are best friends.”

    Magnus wrinkled his nose. “I’m best friends with a white Shadowhunter?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,351
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    298
    Kudos:
    5,020
    Bookmarks:
    1,022
    Hits:
    63,792

    04 Mar 2019

    Bookmarker's Tags: