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Maybe In A Million Miles- ON HIATUS by Ioudloudlove
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Larry Stylinson - Fandom
05 Sep 2024
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Harry is the owner of a community outreach bookstore-come-soup kitchen that helps the homeless get back on their feet. He loves to help people and to watch them turn their life around. But is he neglecting his own?
Louis is serving a harsh prison sentence for committing a crime he should never have been involved in. He's had a lot of time to think about where he went wrong and how to put it right.
When Harry becomes a prison buddy he is assigned to Louis and there's no love lost between them. But there is a spark of attraction. Louis needs Harry if he wants early release and maybe Harry needs Louis to remind him that life is for living…
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01 Apr 2024
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“Louis, I know it’s hard, but I need you to focus and tell me exactly what happened, ok?”
Louis is shaking uncontrollably, his hands, his heart, his mind, nothing is stable, nothing is ok. He feels untethered, boundless in time, yet paradoxically his entire life is torturously bound to this very moment. Absolutely nothing he tells his mind serves to calm his racing thoughts, he commands his body to move and his body betrays him, commands lips to speak, but no words form. All Louis can do is blindly stare at the sickeningly heavy blood coating his arms, dripping to his trembling fingers. Tears ceaselessly pour down his cheeks despite how hard he squeezes his eyes shut, trying desperately to calm himself enough to utter a sound. And he can’t breathe, despite all of his failed efforts to catch his wandering breath and gasp a much-needed lungful of oxygen, his diaphragm constricts furtherstill, suffocating him from the inside out.
breathe, breathe, breathe
Louis forces a sharp inhale that hurts as the breath expands his stilted lungs, god it hurts. Like stabbing his chest with a serrated knife, dragging the jagged blade through his heart over and over and over again until there is nothing left.
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- Part 2 of all we can do is keep breathing
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01 Apr 2024
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Harry and Louis’ kingdoms have rivaled one another for ages. When the time comes for the beautiful, cunning Prince Louis to choose a mate, Harry’s father puts him in the running for his hand. But Harry has no intentions of marrying the omega. He is only using the opportunity to investigate and expose Louis’ sordid past, where rumors of fornication and murder abound, and bring justice down on his rival once and for all.
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01 Apr 2024
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“Is it okay if I just stay on the phone for a bit? I know you’re not here, I just… I know you'll hear this. It's kind of like you're here..." Louis closes his eyes for a second and pretends Harry is here. "I just don't want to be alone." He breathes in and out again. "Is it okay if I stay on the phone for a bit? We don’t have to talk.”
Louis is struggling to navigate life in his late twenties when coping with unprocessed trauma by falling into unhealthy habits. He just doesn’t get how people have their shit together. Meanwhile, Harry, whom he has decided never to see again, is becoming a famous television baker despite being 2 years younger. It becomes increasingly hard to avoid him.
TW: Substance Abuse, Sexual Assault, Mental Health Issues, Homophobia
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete fiction for entertainment purposes. It doesn't reflect the people mentioned, or their relationship with each other.Trailer:
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01 Apr 2024
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I Don’t Know What Happens Tomorrow But Stay With Me Today by MidnightStoryteller
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
17 Oct 2024
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After waking up hungover, Zayn is surprised to find himself next to Liam Payne. With no recollection of last night's party, Zayn is horrified to find that he had a one night stand with a Liam, a married man. Afraid of being photographed by the media and ruining his reputation, Zayn runs away before Liam wakes up. As one of the top supermodels in the fashion industry and highest-paid the world, this night gone wrong can never get out for Zayn. He can never be known as the one that wrecked the marriage of UK's beloved couple, Liam and Cheryl Payne but life as other plans. With a baby on the way, Zayn decides to go into hiding and raise his baby alone but Liam is determined to find the person who captured his attention that one drunken night.
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31 Mar 2024