Thefreakoutsideyourwindow



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    Stand alone fics featuring other people's (and my) OCs. Can be read in any order.

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    Unrelated AU fics for AU-gust event. Read in any order - enjoy!

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    This is a collection of horror one shots to be read individually.

    We'll see how many I actually do in the summer, so it may just change to 'spooky shorts' but we'll see.

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    A trilogy of stories depicting Leander's life before setting up the Bloodhounds. Set pre-game, written pre-game release, and pre-demo update.

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    “How old are you, Astarion?”

    Astarion is not expecting the question, Halsin can tell by the way he jerks upright, spine straight, shoulders strong.

    “Two-hundred-and-forty,” he answers without hesitation. “Give or take a few years.”

    Halsin swallows, rewords his question. “How old were you when you were turned?”

    Astarion goes quiet. Extremely, cacophonously quiet.

    “Thirty-nine,” he finally says, a bolt straight into Halsin’s heart.

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    Halsin discovers Astarion was turned before his maturity and all the sacred elven rites that come along with it. Including the sex one.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    When Astarion awakens in the aftermath of the Nautiloid crash, it is not to a friendly face but the press of goblin steel against his cheek.

    Now a captive of the Absolute, he is left starving and huddled in the corner, waiting for the beast that shares his cell to finally strike.

    Bears, after all, are not known to be the most gracious killers.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Meditation is not sleep, and reverie is not quite dreaming. Fever can shunt humans into a horrible half-sleep. Elves, instead, get one foot caught in memory.

    Memory can be unkind.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    So here he is: a monster in the wilderness, a shadow crawling in the sun, trying desperately to be more than his nature. Than the terrified creature two centuries of torment shaped him into.

    (Or Astarion reclaims his personhood, one fraught, determined step at a time. And with a little help along the way.)

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “You know, he really is taking it well,” Shadowheart says. “Usually a spell like this provokes a lot more screaming.”

    Astarion has an unexpected reaction to a fear spell in the hag's den. Karlach tries to help.

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    13 Apr 2026