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I have a thing for New York City. And for the pre-series Winchesters. And so.
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08 Feb 2023
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to have his little brother tucked up against him like this, six slim feet of familiar muscle and bone and scarred velvet skin, smelling of soap and sweat and home. The two of them didn't share a bed all that often anymore, hadn't since Sam was twelve and their father decided they were too old for it; but even before his feelings for his brother had gotten tangled all to hell, Dean had never stopped missing it, the closeness of it and the comfort, the tangible reminder that he wasn't alone. They weren't talking about it.
Summary:The first time Dean Winchester kissed his brother, he was twenty years old and in a sewer twelve feet below the Bronx, ankle-deep in fetid water with a thoroughly harpooned, thoroughly dead monster leaking blood and entrails at his feet.
Yeah. He was pretty sure he couldn't have made that more awkward if he'd tried.
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08 Feb 2023
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"Where's Sammy?" Dean asked.
"He went under the bed," said Dad.
Sam heard Dean roll back over with a heavy sigh. "He's just being a stupid princess, all this drama, and he can't even--"
"That's enough Dean. Sam, come on out of there."
Sam curved forward into a little ball, burying his head in his arms, and tried to keep breathing, even though he felt like he was going to run out of oxygen with every other breath. Maybe Dean was right and he was a drama princess, but it was all suddenly just too much. If Dean had gotten him some honey, then he would have known that somebody liked him, at least a little bit, only now, nobody liked him and he was under the bed, feeling like he was trapped in a corner with no way out, and he never wanted Dad to look at him that way again, ever, ever--
Summary:John takes the boys to training one summer when Sam is 13 years old. This fic shows us how difficult it was for Sam to live something he didn't want, surrounded by people who expected something he wasn't.-
Sparta Verse
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This is Sparta by lovesrain44
Soldier Son by lovesrain44
The Gauntlet by lovesrain44
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The Sam makes a wish 'verse. The main story was written pre-What Is and What Should Never Be. The major sequel story, Up Ahead, was written during NaNoWriMo the same year but was posted in 2009. As such, there's a laundry list of ways in which the series diverges from canon.
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08 Feb 2023
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He's four years old again, his mom's alive, his dad's alive, and he's going to strangle Sammy as soon as he's born. That's about as calm as he gets.
Summary: Sam makes a wish. Times goes back and Sam never was born, but their parents are alive. Dean has a sister but he just wants Sammy.-
Secure the Blessing
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Dean’s not blind. He’s noticed Sam gradually morphing out of that awkward, scrawny teenager phase, but this—feral woodland creature, wild hair and bare feet, tiniest scrap of fabric covering him like a loincloth, and draped in this otherworldly easy confidence—this is a physical shock.
[In the summer of 2000, Dean takes stock of his image of the future—him, Sam and Dad, a solid unit of three, stretching infinitely onwards—and discovers that Sam has other ideas.]
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06 Jan 2023
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“What, so, you’re hot, I’m hot, that means we need to fuck?”
“As if you haven’t lived your entire life by that philosophy,” Sam scoffs. “You’re the one who said sex is just sex, Dean. You said that.”
Summary: In the summer, Dean realizes that his little brother is not as little as he thought.-
Boys of Summer
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Sam saves a hunter, Dean, who is predictably less than thrilled owing his life to a witch. They feel drawn together, but find out they are brothers. Now, among learning to hunt together and dealing with John, that leaves them to figure out the way they want to fit in each other's lives.
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06 Jan 2023
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But fuck if he hadn’t wanted it. Something had pulled him to it, maybe a little bit of the danger, how he could be a match to him, and how Sam was just as tall as him, and muscular and brainy, and something—something else. Something inevitable, and he couldn’t resist when Sam had offered.
Summary: Sam saves a hunter, Dean, who is predictably less than thrilled owing his life to a witch. They feel drawn together, but find out they are brothers. Now, among learning to hunt together and dealing with John, that leaves them to figure out the way they want to fit in each other's lives.-
Moon Magic
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Sam Winchester is a nobody. His job is a joke, his girlfriend is cheating on him, and even his name isn't real. He's just some orphan kid that got stuck with a dead kid's name. What happens when Sam Winchester's real family shows up though? Will they believe Sam, that it was just some sort of mistake? Or will Sam find out the joke is really on him? Does he really have a family? And if this is family, what the hell has he gotten himself into?
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14 Dec 2022
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“Once upon a time, there were two little boys,” Dean said as he pressed the first finger in. His lips pressed to Sam’s chest before he moved lower, kissing and licked at Sam’s abdomen. “And they loved each other very much.” He bit and licked at the spot just above Sam’s hipbone until Sam could see the flesh bruising beneath his lips. “Brothers, and there wasn’t anything the oldest wouldn’t do for his baby brother.”
Summary: The Winchesters are part of a secret organization. Sam for some reason is put up for adoption and doesn't know about it until Dean finds him.-
Weapons of Fate
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The Winchesters hunt
together but that's as far as it goes.
One night Sam gets an eye full of his
brother getting a blow job. Everything
changes.
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14 Dec 2022
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The more Dean thought about losing someone, losing Sam, the more odd it felt. Even though he and Sam had been through so much, they'd been so close to death too many times. But Dean didn't really believe that he would lose Sam. It wasn't something he ever wanted to face.
Summary: After a case, Sam watches as someone sucks Dean's dick. That changes everything.-
The Switch
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Sam is not one to back down from a challenge. In fact, he is pretty sure, if he is told not to do something , he'll do just that.
Or where Sam thinks he's very smart and ends up falling in love with Dean who has amazing self restraint(almost)- Language:
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14 Dec 2022
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Dean gets impossibly hard as he watches Sam open his small mouth and wrap around the tip of his cock. He winces at the explosion of need that overflows at the view of his baby brother sucking him like candy
Summary: Sam has feelings for Dean, just like Dean does for Sam. Dean has a hard time accepting them, which leads Sam to try other guys.-
Back Down
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The events of the last hour have all smeared themselves together in Sam’s mind until he isn’t sure what actually happened anymore. All he knows is that there’s only ever been one place in the world other than the Impala that Sam could even loosely call ‘home’, and now it’s gone.
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14 Dec 2022
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“Sammy,” he breathes, and Sam’s struck once again, like he always is, at how many things Dean can put into just that one quiet word. Just Sam’s name, his nickname that’s only ever belonged to Dean – barely a whisper of breath and Sam can hear everything; everything Dean’s feeling and everything he’s afraid to feel and everything he wishes he could put into words but can’t. It doesn’t matter anyway, Sam doesn’t need him to.
Summary: Bobby finds out-
Notbroken
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After getting Dean free from Michael--after everything--Sam wants some time alone with his brother. He finds a case, in a nameless town.
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14 Dec 2022
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“There’s nothing I put in front of you,” he says. Dean’s eyes sharpen, looking back and forth between his. He shrugs. “Whatever happened, in the past. We’re together. That’s all that’s ever mattered, isn’t it? It’s what matters to me.”
Summary: After getting Dean free from Michael--after everything--Sam wants some time alone with his brother. He finds a case, in a nameless town.-
what comes after certainty
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Sam's life takes a turn for the soul-crushingest worst when he finally gets what he wants-- Dean. Dean comes to him in the middle of the night after becoming human again, but pretends nothing happened during the day. He still goes home with girls at the bar, and he gets this strange look in his eyes that tears Sam apart. Broken up and broken down, Sam gets with a guy at the bar, and it all comes crumbling down at once. Sam's afraid of what they'll become after this. (I suck at writing descriptions-- it starts out angsty but ends very sexily)
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13 Dec 2022
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“It’s love, goddammit!” Dean shouted. “It’s stupid head-over-heels hold-your-goddamn-hand love! I fucking love you, okay? There! I said it! I love you, Sam! I love you so fucking much I’d sell my soul a billion more fucking times for you without batting an eye and that scares the shit outta me! I’ve never felt this way about anyone else in my entire life. It’s just you. Always you.”
Summary: Sam's life takes a turn for the soul-crushingest worst when he finally gets what he wants-- Dean. Dean comes to him in the middle of the night after becoming human again, but pretends nothing happened during the day. He still goes home with girls at the bar, and he gets this strange look in his eyes that tears Sam apart. Broken up and broken down, Sam gets with a guy at the bar, and it all comes crumbling down at once. Sam's afraid of what they'll become after this. (I suck at writing descriptions-- it starts out angsty but ends very sexily)-
Don't Throw Me Overboard, Baby
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Never staying in one place long enough to make real friends, the Winchester boys grow up incredibly close to each other. Questionably close, according to their father. When Sam finishes high school he heads to college, leaving his old life, big brother Dean included, behind him. After 4 years of virtually no contact, a phone call from Uncle Bobby informing Dean that Sam is engaged forces Dean to face his long-denied feelings and decide what to do about them.
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13 Dec 2022
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“My feelings for you, Sam, they never wavered or went away. It took me a while to realize exactly what they were, but they’ve been constant, steady... A steady love since the day you were born,” Dean confesses. The brothers stare at each other, eyes brimming with tears.
Summary: Never staying in one place long enough to make real friends, the Winchester boys grow up incredibly close to each other. Questionably close, according to their father. When Sam finishes high school he heads to college, leaving his old life, big brother Dean included, behind him. After 4 years of virtually no contact, a phone call from Uncle Bobby informing Dean that Sam is engaged forces Dean to face his long-denied feelings and decide what to do about them.-
Steady Love
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Sam isn't sure he can do this anymore--he can't keep being Dean's dirty little secret. A case in Missouri brings things to a head, while memories from the summer this all began keep bubbling to the surface. Wincest Big Bang 2017.
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13 Dec 2022
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He knew Dean wasn’t in love with him, not in the way Sam was, but he’d hoped that, just maybe, Dean saw him as something more than a little brother with a hole.
Summary: Sam isn't sure he can do this anymore--he can't keep being Dean's dirty little secret. A case in Missouri brings things to a head, while memories from the summer this all began keep bubbling to the surface.-
Hold My Hand
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13 Dec 2022
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It was so unbelievably fucking good that Sam knew they had to keep going, even if Dad turned around and pulled a gun on them. Who could resist something that felt like this? When Dean slid his hands down to squeeze Sam’s ass, the rest of his self-control flew out the car window.
Summary: Sam and Dean fucks for the first time on the Impala. Later a Dean's ex gets interested in Sam-
Home in the Valley
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Dean was eight when a werewolf attacked him and robbed him of his sight. Years later, he is more or less content, living with his brother, but the road to get there was one hell of a bumpy ride. This tells the story of how they managed it; how they were and how they are now.
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13 Dec 2022
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They liked playing this game – they were both blind in the dark, Sam just as much as Dean, and Dean secretly enjoyed this. Not because he wished this twenty four hour constant darkness upon his brother, whom he loved ever since letting him sleep soundly even though it was only seven in the evening, but because even though blind, they weren’t lost, except for lost in each other.
Summary: Dean was eight when a werewolf attacked him and robbed him of his sight. Years later, he is more or less content, living with his brother, but the road to get there was one hell of a bumpy ride. This tells the story of how they managed it; how they were and how they are now.-
(in)distinctiveness
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Prison AU. Dean Winchester is a new correctional officer at Douglas County Youth Services where he meets Sam Wesson, a fifteen year old inmate who's been charged with arson and the death of his parents. Dean finds himself increasingly protective of the young inmate, but as his personal life gets more complicated, Dean has to find out exactly how far he'll go to keep Sam by his side.
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13 Dec 2022
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Because Dean had kissed that kid. That wild kid that nobody could tame, could understand, had chosen him, offered himself to Dean. But it wasn't the lust that tore away at Dean's insides, it was the desire to possess. Sam had been his, totally his, for a brief second.
Summary: Prison AU. Dean Winchester is a new correctional officer at Douglas County Youth Services where he meets Sam Wesson, a fifteen year old inmate who's been charged with arson and the death of his parents. Dean finds himself increasingly protective of the young inmate, but as his personal life gets more complicated, Dean has to find out exactly how far he'll go to keep Sam by his side.-
Douglas County
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13 Dec 2022
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Both of them just stood there. Not the time and not the place, but there it was, his older brother was in love with him, in love with him, in love with him, in awful, terrible, wonderful love. And, without a truth spell, it was on the tip of Sam’s tongue, too, he wouldn’t leave Dean standing out there having said it alone. It was always implied, like anyone could do something so stupid for a reason other than love.
Summary: Sam finds out that his teacher fucked Dean, which triggers new emotions in Sam.-
Fucked up family shit
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The Winchester boys are closer than most brothers, but even Dean has to draw the line somewhere, and dating his baby brother is a step too far. Now, with Mary & Jess dead and John MIA, Sam is totally alone - he's just lost his big brother too, the last person in his life he really cares about, and is prepared to do whatever it takes to try and make the pain stop.
Angsty Wincesty goodness with graphic sexual content (including Sam/OMC) and suicide themes. Complete.Bookmarked by Yoann
13 Dec 2022
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"You think I'm gonna let you go now, after everything we just went through?" Dean tried to smile, but it didn't quite touch his eyes. "Look, if Dad doesn't want us around after we tell him, then you, me and Baby are just gonna have to make it on our own. I'm not leaving you."
Summary: Dean rejects Sam's feelings, Sam doesn't take it so well.-
Desperate Measures
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After Sam’s first hunt goes horribly wrong, Bobby takes him and Dean to his old vacation home in California, by the beach. Three uninterrupted months of beach time would be a dream to any kid. But Sam can’t stop having nightmares and can’t stop reliving the painful memories over and over again. Too add to that, he has to deal with the sick feelings he’s cultivated for Dean, his brother. And on top of all this, he has one life-changing decision to make that will shake the very foundations of everything he’s ever known.
Thus ensues three months that change Sam’s world as he knows it. After this, things will never be the same again.
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13 Dec 2022
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Suddenly, Sam can see himself, always looking up at his big brother, the light of his world. He can see himself, at every age, at every precipice where he stood here: looking at his brother like the whole world is right there, in those bottle green eyes (every version of you has loved every version of him. sweet but twisted. bittersweet, at best). And he wants to keep this, keep what feels like a profound knowledge of himself. He’s loved Dean since he could breathe and even if that’s all it ever is (gasping, choking, and begging for oxygen), he’ll take it. It’s all he’ll ever be allowed to take.
Summary: Sam and Dean spend time near the ocean. Sam thinks about his life and his relationship with Dean, but especially about his future.-
When the Levee Breaks
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"Sammy, close your eyes."
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07 Dec 2022
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Sam keeps staring, keeps looking at Dean until he's sure that the image won't fade before the steel hits his skin. He closes his eyes, sees his brother on his eyelids, and waits.
Summary: Dean tells Sam "Close your eyes" through time.-
The Wrong Magnificence
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