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    John comes home to find Sherlock dangerously bored - contemplating-cocaine-again bored. He manages to get Sherlock to re-focus his attention, this time on John. Sherlock discovers he likes getting to "deduce" what John wants. And when he deduces that John really, really wants to get off, then, well, who is he to say no?

    (Part of my "John and Sherlock's Kinky First Times" series of shorts, all revolving around the same basic theme of "John and Sherlock get sexy for the first time and also discover some kinky stuff about each other.")

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    08 Jan 2026

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    "For John, it's not a bullet that throws his existence into disarray – it's a bite."

    In a world where twelve percent of the population are Mactiri - people with the ability to turn into wolves at will - John finds himself struggling with a new and horrifying existence. The victim of a shocking attack, he is discharged from the army and sent home, determined never to acknowledge what he can now become.

    However, when his health starts to fail, it is up to his enigmatic new flatmate to show him that perhaps his life is not the nightmare John believes it to be.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    It was a ring worn on his third finger, the metal band looking heavy and cold against the delicate digit which bore the adornment's moniker--the ring finger, a place reserved for this mark of fidelity long since standing in forgotten tradition.

    And John Watson, for the life of him, could not remember when first his best friend wore it.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    Chronological order of the stories:
    A Lighter Kind of Loneliness
    2007
    The Breaking Wheel
    Management Issues
    Swept Under The Rug
    On the Rack & Back In The Saddle (takes place during the early chapters of On the Rack)
    Pressure Point
    Inherently Given
    The Ascent
    2017
    Her Last Wish
    Sharing Evidence
    Survival

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    20 Sep 2025

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    A retelling of BBC's Sherlock and how I feel things should have happened and how the boys' relationship could/should have developed. I've already mentioned it in the notes in the first fic in this series, but I'll say it again here. I plan on at least getting through the episodes up to The Reichenbach Fall at the very least, but I may continue past that and finish the entire series since I did find the cases interesting in season 3 and 4.(Though I'm still debating at this point in time whether or not I want The Final Problem to be included or if I want to completely ignore the fact that Eurus Holmes exists because, as interesting as I found that episode, I was honestly really freaking confused by her motivations and the fact that Sherlock was able to get her to just give up so easily at the end and I'm not really sure how I would go about fixing that if I decide to keep her existence canon) I also may even continue this series past that point just because I love these boys and I really love writing them.

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    17 Sep 2025