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"Hey, it's, uh, me..." And Dean sucks in a breath and sees stars from how badly he needs to breathe. He bites it back. As best as he can, and ends up hiccuping, gulping air like he’s dying from the need of it. "It's, I- I hate you and you hate me but there's- I need you." I need you. Dean's full of stuff he's never admitted before today- I loved you. I need you. God, he might as well just die here.
"Dean." Seth says, and he's not hanging up, and the music goes away and Seth's voice gets clearer. "Are you okay?" It's less a question, more of a confirmation, Dean thinks.
He feels at his weakest when he says, "No."- Set after Smackdown on August 1st. Trigger warnings for discussion of panic attacks and anxiety.
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all i've had today is, like, six gummy bears and some scotch by aayjay
Fandoms: Skyfall (2012) - Fandom
13 Nov 2012
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Bond hasn't been taking care of himself. It's up to Q to help; maybe just a little.
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A few months after Bruce returns from the so-called dead and retakes the Batman mantle, Dick comes out as a woman. This causes Bruce to think about a few things.
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16 Mar 2026
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t4t brudick (HEART EYE EMOJI)
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touch me with your naked hand, touch me with your glove by mandorlas
Fandoms: Batman (Comics)
14 Mar 2026
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Dick hasn't spoken to Bruce for eleven months, so it's particularly unfortunate that the first time he sees his former mentor in nearly a year is while pulling a five-inch needle dosed with aphrodisiac out of the meat of his thigh. He should have known better than to think he could get away with investigating anything in Gotham. And he definitely shouldn't have put off upgrading the material of his suit.
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16 Mar 2026
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Les immortels au service de la petite mort by loveandrockmusic for breathedout
Fandoms: France's language watchdog has told government officials to use French fetish terms... (News Satire)
17 Dec 2025
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The esteemed members of the Académie Française confront kink.
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Grounded by Margo_Kim
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jun 2021
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Doc asked about writing, I said it's going good, she said can I see, I said no it’s a journal it’s private, she said so you haven’t been writing, I said I’ve been writing, she said okay I don’t have to read it just flip through the pages, I didn't say anything, she said that’s what I thought James.
A sporadically maintained journal of wanting to die and not dying anyway, and also how hot it is to move to Louisiana in the summer.Series
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07 Mar 2026
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deeply relatable bucky barnes here.
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Transposition (The Mathématique Remix Project) by kvikindi
Fandoms: Stargate Universe, Stargate Atlantis, Stargate SG-1
01 Sep 2024
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A remix/continuation of cleanwhiteroom's Mathématique.
The year is 2008.
Recently divorced and recovering from an injury that threatens to be career-ending, Everett Young moves across the hall from the SGC's premier cryptanalyst, Nicholas Rush.
That's pretty much when his life goes off the rails.
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07 Mar 2026