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    There were things that bound to linger when one had gone through the apocalypse and back.

    "Why aren't you sleeping?" Junghyeok asked, ever so coldly, but Dokja had seen him for over twenty thousand years to notice that there were subtle concerns hiding beneath his tone.

    "It's just…" Dokja gulped. Man, he felt so pathetic. "It's quiet," he finished lamely.

    In which Kim Dokja feared the silence, and Yu Junghyeok was reminded that the lull could be a little scary.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    awesome sauce

  2. Rec *

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    “I’ll handle everything,” Kim Dokja says breathlessly with confidence he doesn’t have. “Just sit back, and—and—I’ll handle everything.”

    Yoo Joonghyuk is frozen, staring down at him with wide eyes as Kim Dokja fumbles somewhat frantically with his companion’s belt.

    “Kim Dokja, wait,” Yoo Joonghyuk hisses out.

    [Clear Conditions: Participate in penetrative intercourse. Ejaculation inside one participant is required to complete the scenario.]

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    02 Feb 2026

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    woah

    i think this is the most realistic joongdok smut fic I’ve ever read. Like this portrays kdj’s character so well, his fear. I’ve read this like 5 times I wish it had a sequel.

  3. Rec 2

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    Its past midnight at the agency, the rain wont stop and dazai refuses to go home because
    He "might melt"
    Kunikida disagrees loudly and with increasing restraint, there are easier ways to start and arguement but none quite this stupid.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    cuteeee

  4. Rec 9

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    "The human stomach replaces itself every three to four days"

     

    Dazai is human, he has humanity, and is apart of it, he feels pain, and emotions, and everything else, but by the time he realised it, it was already too late to walk away.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Oh my gosh this is a work of art.

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    He learns of lots of things that these people say his older self has experienced in the apocalypse: kindness, companionship, strength, family, love, sacrifice; all things they say the older him has provided to them.

    (He's not sure he believes it.)

    They seem to know him too well to the point that it scares him a bit, listing things they couldn't possibly know if they didn't; his hate for tomatoes, his tendency to lie with a straight face, his love for stories; even predicting correctly that his favorite food will be murim dumplings, once he tries them. They try very hard not to overwhelm him, but both the praise and insult they give him remain unchanging, time and time again.

    The person they describe— it doesn't sound like him. Like anything he could possibly be.

    (And yet, it's a fact that they're here, waiting for that person to come back to them. It's comforting, and frightening at the same time; both an assurance and an expectation.)

    (or: Kim Dokja, and the mortifying ordeal of being loved)

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    25 Jan 2026

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    oh my gosh this made me so emotional. ty for everything.