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    Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.

    Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.

    [ON INDEFINITE HIATUS]

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    22 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    When Dazai's mother tries to set him up with a date to the family business' Christmas party, again, Dazai takes it upon himself to finally tell her about his boyfriend. Which he definitely has one of and is definitely not about to beg the cute barista to pretend to be.

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    01 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Dazai started taking antidepressants and it made him a lightweight. He drunkenly calls Chuuya up at 11pm on a Thursday.

    “Slug, doggy, mini mafioso—”

    “Dazai, take it seriously. Do I need to stick my fingers down your throat?”

    “Or your dick. I’m not picky.”

    “A punch in the stomach will make you puke, too, you bastard.”

    “Chibi!”

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    19 Jun 2025

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    19 Feb 2025