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"Okay, what’s the catch?"
Dazai smiled, ready for the big reveal. "Ah yes, of course! The most important part. It is a pair project."
Deafening silence followed the statement. Dazai couldn’t stay still, swinging his leg from the bed, trying to contain his laugh. Chuuya seemed to have short-circuited at that. He waited for the inevitable question.
"Who am I paired with?" a low, stern voice brought Dazai back from his thoughts.
"Me, of course."
"Yeah, no." The call ended abruptly.or: Dazai ropes Chuuya into being assignment partners. Insomnia coping, mutual deals and a lot of academic talk ensue.
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- Part 1 of my mind screaming 'soukoku' each night
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She focused on her hands next. They were sprinkled with flour, similar to her second favourite pipette. While being a researcher had been a tiresome endeavour involving a heightened need for accuracy, some controlled error was always welcome in the pursuit of new possibilities.
She studied the uneven splatters, rotating her hand accordingly. How strange that these were one of the few traces connecting her to the apartment itself.
or: Ruan Mei bakes and thinks through her research purpose
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Not even bothering to prepare for an ambush, not quite sure if it was because of his ability or because he would just hand himself over without a fight, he went up to curtains blocking the view. Unfortunately, there wasn't a magical fairy willing to grant his wish nor a group of killers about to end his misery waiting outside. It was a lanky, bandaged freak clinging to the window like an octopus - with his hands and cheek squished against the glass. Chuuya abruptly closed his curtains again, turning back to his couch in denial of seeing his ex-partner on his balcony.
How did he even end up there? Never mind, he thought, that was clearly just a hallucination. Nope. Not gonna entertain him today.
"Chuuya~"
Auditory hallucinations surely are getting better quality nowadays.
or: Dazai takes Chuuya on a car trip for them to run away from their responsibilities. Even for one night.
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- Part 2 of my mind screaming 'soukoku' each night
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my mind screaming 'soukoku' each night by astroyooning
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Jun 2025
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Tell Me, We Both Matter (Don't We?) by dazaiisms
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Aug 2025
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Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.
Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.
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22 Oct 2025
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could you imagine anything better than this? (your hands, your kiss) by AmericanCanada for nevertheblood
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Dec 2024
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When Dazai's mother tries to set him up with a date to the family business' Christmas party, again, Dazai takes it upon himself to finally tell her about his boyfriend. Which he definitely has one of and is definitely not about to beg the cute barista to pretend to be.
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01 Jul 2025
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They Were Nothing (until that thursday night) by AngelitoBloodsherry
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jun 2025
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Dazai started taking antidepressants and it made him a lightweight. He drunkenly calls Chuuya up at 11pm on a Thursday.
“Slug, doggy, mini mafioso—”
“Dazai, take it seriously. Do I need to stick my fingers down your throat?”
“Or your dick. I’m not picky.”
“A punch in the stomach will make you puke, too, you bastard.”
“Chibi!”
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19 Jun 2025
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i am a sinner (who's probably gonna sin again) by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Aug 2024
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“Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”
“Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.
“Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.
He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.
Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.
Chuuya is fascinated.
“Dazai?” He whispers.
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22 Feb 2025
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don't let bitterness become you by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Sep 2024
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“Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.
“Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.
“I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.
Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.
Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.
“We need to go.” Dazai says.
I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—
“Yeah.”
Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.
Dazai doesn’t look down.
The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.
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19 Feb 2025