17 Bookmarks by astroyooning

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  1. Rec *

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    Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.

    Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.

    [ON INDEFINITE HIATUS]

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    22 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    When Dazai's mother tries to set him up with a date to the family business' Christmas party, again, Dazai takes it upon himself to finally tell her about his boyfriend. Which he definitely has one of and is definitely not about to beg the cute barista to pretend to be.

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    01 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    Dazai started taking antidepressants and it made him a lightweight. He drunkenly calls Chuuya up at 11pm on a Thursday.

    “Slug, doggy, mini mafioso—”

    “Dazai, take it seriously. Do I need to stick my fingers down your throat?”

    “Or your dick. I’m not picky.”

    “A punch in the stomach will make you puke, too, you bastard.”

    “Chibi!”

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    19 Jun 2025

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    19 Feb 2025

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    dazai and chuuya have the day off.

    OR:

    The day Dazai realises he's in love with Chuuya.

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    724
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    11,412

    14 Jan 2025

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    “It’s easy, it just ignites the sparks of attraction, it gives people the freedom to have choices even when they’re affected. It starts wearing down after ten days,” the platinum blonde-haired woman explains bluntly. No need to lie to the man, he’d see through it and she has an inkling he would even prefer it less if it was truly ‘all-powerful’ as he put it.

    “Have you had any clients in the past ten days?”

    “No.”

    “Are you planning to have any in the next five to seven days?”

    “No? Why?” She looks at the man skeptically, green eyes observing his smirk.

    “I want to hire you for a job.” He grins and extends a hand for her to shake.

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    Dazai thinks it's easy to use an ability to make Chuuya like him. Chuuya thinks it's easy to mess with the bastard by playing pretend.

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    Chapters:
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    9,943

    08 Jan 2025

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    Years after mating and moving in together, Chuuya and Dazai realize that growing up together is a path filled with way more obstacles they imagined, but they will learn how to love each other in the right way to reach happiness.

    Part 4 of Oh, My My My

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    Chapters:
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    11 Dec 2024

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    On the night Dazai leaves the Port Mafia, Oda's blood still staining the edge of the bandages around his wrists, he makes an offer that will change everything:

    "Come with me, Chuuya."

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    29,339

    09 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Kissing under the mistletoe is not sappy—it’s tricky. It originated from the intervention of the god of mischief. Therefore, planning to kiss someone under it does not make him sappy but mischievous.

    Dazai nods to himself as he calculates everything that he needs to do. He’s sixteen and he has a plan.

    Dazai wants to kiss Chuuya under the mistletoe.

    Or: Five Christmas where Dazai dreams of that, and one where he does it.

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    08 Dec 2024

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    [From: Slug <3 <3]

    >> Anyway, I have the entire evening and rest of the weekend free.

    >> Do with that information as you will.

    [To: Slug <3 <3]

    >> my my, does the little dog want me to invite him to my house?

    [From: Slug <3 <3]

    >> Actually, something came up, I’m not free anymore.

    >> I’ve suddenly fallen ill.

    >> It’s a very serious condition called ‘Dazai stop being a little bitch’ syndrome, it’s 100% fatal.

    [To: Slug <3 <3]

    >> fine fine!

    >> would chuuya be willing to come over to my house for dinner this fine evening?

    >> i’ll make it worth your time ;)

    Or: Dazai invites a certain Port Mafia Executive to have dinner at his apartment, which then escalates into two grown men having a sleepover like a pair of teenage girls.

    Or, or: Post-canon Soukoku have sex, a sleepover, and then get together. All while also accidentally terrorizing Dazai’s poor co-workers.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    24 Nov 2024

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “You let your dog shit in my petunias!”
    “Not before you insulted him! You called my dog a rat.”
    “I was only telling the truth, that’s not how a dog’s supposed to look like.”
    “Baki is a Pomeranian and he is beautiful!”

    There is a new hot neighbour right next to Dazai’s house that he really wants to woo since day one.
    Needless to say, it’s going wonderfully.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
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    159
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    8,091

    20 Nov 2024

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    In which Chuuya needs a favor, Dazai has a “plan”, and neither of them understands “feelings”.

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    “I…” Chuuya took a deep breath. “I need your help falling asleep.”

    Dazai’s eyes went wide for a brief moment. Then he burst out laughing.

    “What the hell is so funny?!” Chuuya said. His entire face was red now.

    “Nothing, nothing,” Dazai said, wiping at the tears forming in his eyes, “But tell me Chuuya, what exactly did you want me to do? Sing you a song? Rock you to sleep? Wrap you in your favorite blanket and—”

    “I NEED YOUR ABILITY YOU ASS!” Chuuya roared, “I DON’T NEED YOU TO SING ME A FUCKING LULLABY!”

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    9,942

    20 Sep 2024

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    For as long as he could remember, Dazai Osamu had known that there was something wrong with him. Between upholding the image of office jester and the promise to save people, there was no room for failure. Dazai had to be in control of everyone and everything, completely and continuously. He lived the life of a surveillance system, but was that really who he was, or was it who he was made to be?

     

    In which: Dazai doesn't know who he is, but Chuuya does.

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    20 Sep 2024

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    “My lord,” he said, and bowed shallowly. “Are you here to fence?”
    “I—” It is the only thing I have any worth in, Xie Lian thought, but pushed it down with an awkward smile. “I am, yes. And you, sir?”
    “I am, too,” he said, his eye never leaving Xie Lian. “Would it be terribly forward of me to ask you for a spar?”
    “Oh,” Xie Lian said, and then smiled, feeling slightly more comfortable. “I would be honored.”
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    The new owner of Paradise Manor seems terribly interested in Xie Lian, to everyone in the -shire’s surprise—especially Xie Lian’s.

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    26,360
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    283
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    2,907
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    715
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    33,988

    24 Aug 2024

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    “I’m quitting.”

    Oh, wow, what amazing words to replace the good ol’ good morning. To say Hua Cheng is flattered is a major understatement. Except he isn’t. He’s pissed. And angry. And furious. And so very tired of this bullshit he wonders why he even tries.

    He glances at the little girl absentmindedly petting E’Ming’s fur in the garden. The frustration diminishes a little bit. He remembers why he’s still trying.

    (...) Hua Cheng glares at the woman. He can’t remember her name no matter how hard he tries. He doesn’t care either.

    Those who dislike his daughter aren’t worth remembering.

    Aka the one where Hua Cheng looks for a new tutor for his daugther Ban Yue and accidentally finds a new love.

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    1/1
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    64
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    350
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    17,613

    21 Aug 2024

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    Of course he would be the one to run into the only person left in the lonely office building at this hour, right as his shift was about to end. He’d bet money that they were the workaholic, over-stressed type that would take it all out on the hapless night janitor.

    Xie Lian looked up from the floor, steeling himself to apologize. Instead of a stern or angry expression, he saw one laced with excitement—the smiling face of a young man whose eyes brimmed with sparks of recognition.

    “Gege?” he asked, voice tinged with happiness. “Do you remember me?”

    After bumping into one another by chance, Hua Cheng’s lingering youthful crush on Xie Lian is obvious. Though thunderstruck by Hua Cheng’s lack of subtlety, Xie Lian goes with the flow.

    A stormy night spent together is the catalyst for their lightning connection.

    This story is not believable; rather, it is a fantasy, a delusional piece of fiction where the main character becomes immediately enamored with the love interest. Somehow, the intensity of their feelings is mutual, and the two fall into bed as quickly as they fall in love.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    568
    Kudos:
    1,054
    Bookmarks:
    202
    Hits:
    31,447

    19 Jul 2024

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